Hey everyone, it's been awhile since I've made a video.. And I'm really working on some requests for songs.. so don't think i've forgotten! But tonight was just one of those nights.. that something sentimental should be looked at.. or read so this is why I recorded this poem. I tried my best not to swallow the words, and I realize I spoke softer towards the end or half way really.. so turn up your speakers a bit. Lastly, I did mess up saying certain lines because I could see them all at once on this program, so I pasted the lyrics below, in which the poem rhymes more..
I have some good news though! This wednesday my song will be ready for me to practice in high quality! I'm only mentioning the high quality part because my friend whose making it always tells me and it excites me haha. xD because I want to hear it finally! So in case you didn't know, I'm making my own story this year, and making it a radio play! I have some voices in mind, but if you'd like to be a part of it, just send a message saying so! Oh, and the whole reason why I brought it up is because ..SLOWLY I will have my own songs for this story aswel. ^^ So .. I'll let you guys know when my songs ready and I've recorded it nicely in a studio because my friend won't let me record it otherwise LOL xD
Ahh.. i've said a lot now.. Love you guys! Thanks for watching.. here you go..^^
There's so many things I wanted to tell you
I wanted to tell you my favorites foods, so I could cook them for you and
you could tell i made them with my heart.
Theres so many things I wanted to do with you
I wanted to tell you secrets and we could tell stories about things that happend to
us while we were apart.
For years there are so many reasons I love you
even though I don't remember much about us, I still had dreams that
someday we could meet and begin a new start.
For years i've longed to become the princess you've always mentioned and
see the man who sends me those cards with the amazing Disney art.
I always thought it somewhat hurt that i never saw you
I used to tell my friends, stupidly, "you can't miss what you never had"
even though inside there was a missing part.
I always thought all the memories we've shared constantly faded
and that my little hope for new memories would stay locked up in the
dark.
For one minute, I've recieved a text from you
But I didn't act on it, since my mother always says to not "always" text back
because you live so far
For one minute, I've missed my last chance to talk to you
Because I had no idea you were trying to reach out
while you lie in bed, your poor wounded head, slowly pounding hard.
Oh daddy, why did you have to work security where theres danger ahead for
you?
& Your precious little girl couldn't even write you a letter back through
out all those years...
Oh daddy, why did that asshole have to shoot you where theres no hope
for you to come back through?
& your precious little girl hasn't
told you how much she misses you and
loves you even though theres tears.
I've always wanted to have a brother or sister daddy, you didn't have to
keep my half baby brother a secret
but i know that you didnt want me to feel left out or betrayed, so I under-
stand
So while your gone now, that's just another one of your wonderful traits I've met.
I already loved my brother before I even knew him
I even knew him but I wanted you to know
How much I love you, Dad.
It really hurt to know that I had nothing before
But Now I'm not alone anymore, theres my only family that I've got left, breathing miles
away
It reall hurt to know I couldn't communicate long with you before
But I never stopped loving you daddy, you just made some mistakes by leaving but I know it's
all going to be okay
It really hurts that I can't see you but I can only appriciate you more.
Daddy, I'm so proud of you, I never got to say it, But I am, And i'm Proud to be a Valiente.
My Brother won't get to know you any better than How i did,
But i'll shower him with all i know about your love again and again
I'll always be amazed at How you took the greatest care of us even from how far apart we've split..
& Dad
dy know that we will love you forever, because your wonderful and compassionate,
And know from me, every night while I think of us and all we did...
I'll say a prayer to see your bright smile in person, one day in Heaven.
*And last night I dreamed of my dad.. It was so wonderful.. I prayed.. before i went to sleep.. and I asked God in my prayer.. to tell my dad "I love you" for me. Then I dream that i'm with him.. and we're finally talking.. and he's buying me this lovely "good luck" charm.. and I got to tell him myself.. that "I love him" even though in my dream.. I didn't know he was gone. It was like he was always with me.. and He smiilled so warmly at me.. It was the best dream I've ever had. =;]
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You are a very talented,loving, poet(: that was beautiful! It made me tear up and I know it's good when that happens. Keep writing and don't lose hope. Never lose hope.
ShockWhatNo 7 months ago 2
@ShockWhatNo Thank you so much sweetie :) Ah its been so long since I've made a video! But i aboslutely love poetry , don't you? It just releases the soul :)
briannavaliente 7 months ago
My charming friend Brianna , how senstive you are , and how touching your poem are ,, really so nice and deep meanings ,, the way you were reciting and the poem made me couldnt stop my tears ,, god bless your dad
khatat30 10 months ago
@khatat30 Oh your so very kind :) thank you so much. This is the one video that means a lot to me, so i appreciate your feedback very much :)
briannavaliente 10 months ago
God bless you!!!!!!!!
chrisvinante 11 months ago
@chrisvinante Aw, God bless you :,)
briannavaliente 11 months ago