All right part five. If you ask real kindly I might post part 6 tonight... I might...
The first week saw nights during which I would only dream about Nick. I didn't know what was worse; dreaming about him conscious as well as unconscious, or the fact that the dreams made me (if possible) fall even harder. I was definitely obsessed. Not that it was that much of a change; I'd been living with an obsession for him for the past three years (So what, I'm not a skipper, sue me?), but that had been fueled by a desire just to meet him, to see if he was really the wonderful person I'd thought he was. This new obsession was different and definitely included a physical need, stronger than I'd ever felt before. Not that I was sexually attracted to the boy, but the need to constantly see him, to be near him or just to hear his voice was permanent and wouldn't even leave when I was deep under at night. Well crap, I was passionately in love with him, and actually allowing myself to admit it.
I was lucky to have friends that understood. We rarely discussed Nick at lunch and everyone knew I liked it that way. I wanted to get a hold of this bizarre situation myself (come on, seeing Nick Jonas every day was kind of a rapid change) and I was glad my best friends would let me. They reassured me time and time again that they didn't mind me spending a lot of time with Nick in the beginning, and that they thought I should, seeing as I wanted to be close to him. And then there was that night. I was in my room in worn out jeans and a huge hoodie reading Harry Potter like the total dork I am when I heard something smash lightly against the window. I looked up just in time to watch a handful of gravel make contact with it again. I opened the window and almost fell out of it at the sight of the person standing two stories down.
"Hey, I wanna talk to you" he said, smiling. I realized with a pounding heart that all that crap about getting ready for the first date wasn't gonna apply to me. I had no choice but to trust he wasn't shallow as I climbed down a tree close to the house wall. At one point, I couldn't go any further, and jumping all the way down was not an option.
"Jump, I'll catch you" Nick said and I closed my eyes and pressed my lips tightly together before letting go. It wasn't like I didn't trust him, but I was semi- expecting a broken back. But I fell graciously (what, I did, I'm sorry?) into his arms and opened my eyes to give him a thank you look. As always, his eyes left me breathless and while holding me that close there was no mistaking the fact that my heart skipped a beat. Smiling his beautiful, but teasing smile, he winked at me and said "bet you're glad I was there before your knees could buckle".
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First Loves and Lullabies Part 1by Jobrosforeverandever85 views
You need to post more!! This is seriously my addiction!!
smileforme14 1 year ago
aww the ending is really cute. :) <3
& i think you should post part 6 missus nick jonas. ;]
smileforme14 1 year ago