what if i died tomarrow

sometimes you just have to let feelings out....someway somehow...and soo i made this video...

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[SuicidalGirl1325]

I told my mom that I wanna be normal. Just a normal girl living a normal life. She said, "What's normal?! Not cutting urself up? Not being depressed all the time? Actually eating a meal instead of a piece of bread a day? Is that what u call normal?" I said "yes, it is. That's normal and I'm the opposite of it." she replied "then change!!! Eat a meal!! Stop cutting!! And quit being so damn depressed!"

I said, "u don't understand, do u? It's easier said than done. Y don't u put urself in my shoes

[IamACoolGirl08]

You have no idea how common depression is. A lot of people are suicidal, even the ones who seem happy at school etc. Stop thinking you're all alone because you're depressed.

I'm an atheist and I don't believe in God.

And what I've learnt to realise is, your mood depends on YOU. Life is what YOU make it. See it in an optimistic, or pessimistic way is YOUR choice.

Best of luck everyone.

[pinkypink133]

@ AnnaLoran Ikr My ex nos exactly what I do 2 myself and yet he broke up with me I recently found out he's a player (can't believe I was tht blind) and now he hates me :'(

[AnnaLoran]

i look at this guy everyday and think to myself "how can i be so stupid to let him ruin u?" he knows what goes through my mind but he doesnt care. i have a smile on my face but everyone just thinks nothings wrong when there is. but i know that everything will be ok in the end and if its not ok, its not the end.

p.s. to people with depression or suicidal thoughts

i know life sucks and seems u cant get through it, but ur never alone and ull find a way. there are ways to just be happy.

[crowley9595]

@SuicidalGirl1325 I think it's impossible to put someone in a depressed person's shoes. All the things that haunt me would seem insignificant to everyone I know. That's why I put on a happy face.

[IRDdeathi]

@SuicidalGirl1325 people dont understand what your going through and it kills me to see this happening i may not know you but if you let me i want to help you through this time of sadness.

[crowley9595]

@romanlord2458 I've never tried suicide- I've never felt it would be worth the effort. Recently, though, I feel like cutting. I don't know why. I used to be such a happy person. Why me??

[romanlord2458]

@crowley9595 same here...it finally talk 3 attempted suicides to make me realize i need to stay here

[Utaunei]

You explain "love" as a "dream"

But i explain "love" as a "nightmare"

Sometimes "love" is not what you "need"

Sometimes "love" is just something you "want" Sometimes "you" "love' someone that does not "love" "you",

Sometimes "you" "love" "something" that you know you can't "keep"

Somehow we all go on with "love" or "not"

Somehow we all "manage", somehow we all "live".

Some we all "give up", And somehow we all "die".

And yet the "i see" that only the "broken" people,Seem to keep "trying",

[cutiekittykatdallas]

i love this video so much.... <3 lol

[SuicidalGirl1325]

@fav235

I did give someone a chance, I gave everyone a chance! And I doubt that someday will even deserve a chance. I don't belong here on earth. I don't belong anywhere. I only belong behind these freaking walls I built. I lost trust, and forgot how to love.