Forever & Always

I'm starting this series over. The first one was confusing and I thought of a better way to re-tell that series. I hope you guys like it. It's still for the most part the same storyline as the other Forever & Always :D

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Selena's POV: I finally woke up. I woke up to reality. I swore to myself that I'd never feel anything beyond what I felt for him. I wasn't going to let anyone do what he did to me ever again. It was too much pain to deal with. So I did what I thought was best. I blocked my emotions. No more sadness, no more pain, no more butterflies, no more. He was the first boy I ever really liked and I thought we had something but I guess I was wrong. I cried at night when everyone was sleeping just so they wouldn't see how much I was hurt. When morning came, I acted as if nothing ever happened. I thought I was too broken to function but then someone else came. He showed me how to live again. He made me feel free. He helped ease the pain away. Soon enough the pain was gone and then it happened. I let him in. Completely. Something I've never been able to do. Every night when I closed my eyes, I longed for it to be morning just so Id be able to talk to him. I didn't plan for it to happen. I swore I wouldn't let it happen again but it did. I fell unconditionally. My heart was his to hold but once again, I was disappointed. This time was worse. When he left, he took everything with him. My heart, my feelings, my soul. I was left lost in a world full of nothing but lies. Everyone was fake. Even the ones I thought I can depend on. My so called best friends. Ive changed. I get it. You can say I stole their crush. Well sorry that he approached me. Sorry that he felt something for me. Sorry he made them feel like they were being played out. That's life for you. It's never fair. I had to be independent now. I couldn't trust anyone but I still played along. I smiled and laugh but deep down inside, I was miserable. I was lifeless. He gave me one of the best summers of my life. Nothing else seemed to matter to me and its wrong for me to say but I didn't care that I was losing my best friends because I had him with me. By my side. It was a summer Id never forget. The summer when it all began. The summer that changed everything. The summer I turned 16. (goes into a flashback)

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• nelena

[XxAnnA0LocsiNxX]

i loved the story before...

[hsm2luver101]

aww sounds kind of sad

who it the guy?

LOVED IT!

[stelluar231]

awesome beginning!!!