How and what do we realize2actualize?

032207 4.40 pm
its been a while since I made a recording after leaving work...soo many things have happened..so many things have changed...I remember when I stared this series of videos called "The streets of San Francisco", playing off the idea that I not only grew up with this show as a child in germany and loved it..but I also stayed on the streets of San Francisco because I was homeless when I first arrived in this city around Christmas of 2003..soo many things have happened since then..just recently..around the end of Febuary I moved out of the 555 "Guesthouse" where I tried to create a new learning and healing community...but apparantly nobody there is really interested in those issues..so I left..and moved into a lovely place in a very beautiful part of town called Pacific Heights....and while the place is very beautiful I dont know how much longer I can stay there because the person I am living with, Kelvin..who is a very nice guy..but for some reason he cannot deal with my energy, and is feeding off some negative within myself.. and as a result of that he got very very sick...poor guy..but what can I do??..

life is definitely what happens while we make other plans..and however other people respond to us can lead us to a better understanding of ourselves ...yet....are we responsible for what others see and feed off in us?

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