My PERFECTIONIST syndrome.

Ok ok...so I know I haven't been recording, but I've had a LOT on my plate. Besides how I have been feeling like a TOTAL failure at everything this past week, I put a stratch in my parents new(ish) car. Great! So everything has been going wrong already, now this? Can't i do anything right? And ontop of all that, my dad really pissed me off because he yelled and got so mad over a stratch, even though I said I'd pay for it. I'm realizing it is because he has been so hard on ALL my mistakes all my life, I am now a perfectionist and have an eating disorder. Thanks dad.

Oh and sorry that the movie get sort of cut off in the end. Again, I suck and FAIL at everything I do. I'm such a failure. At least the sunshine and beautiful day made me feel tons better.

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[climbempty]

What happened at the end??

[silver18tiara]

I don't really know...I effed it up somehow though, lol.

[illemrac34]

Wow...I feel exactly the same way..yah..I know how it feels to be like a failure and all..and how my dad gets disappointed when I can't reach his expectations..it feels really sad doesn't it?..kinda feels like you're being looked down on...well..I wish you good luck on your relationship with your father..hope that both of you will get along again sooner...:)..

[e2fusion]

I feel like you but i am a guy.

[x0xGabikax0x]

you`re very pretty hun:)

[ToiletBowlAffair]

perfectionism is a terrible disease that i suffer from also...you are not a failure...it takes time to learn that though...im going through the same process..*hug*