Download Link:
http://www.zshare.net/audio/57199266bd26afb6/
LYRICS:
As of now..can't see past the clouds
Feelin foul, fix life fast, and get really loud
Tryna wear shades, fade it out, just be proud
Why do I feel pain, when I look around?
The forecast is rain, and of shit I got a mound
This problem, I feel that I cant get around
At the table, chokin on a meal that I cant take down
This topic sticky like maple, of love I dont even get an ounce
Thats a fact not a fable, no wonder, I am without a label
A bullet for my heart, intercepted by my head
My mind can take somethin, but now it wants to go to bed
Next time, ill talk with a heart completely covered in lead
Even if Im protected by a vest, covering my chest
Will it still be set when puttin to the test?
In this gloomy mess, my head got to confess/
That it would have been easier if my heart took it instead/
While my stomach is fed, and my heart is lead/
My mind is spittin lines to you that are written and read/
As a guy, Ill be no longer one of a kind/
Ill only be an asshole playin with ya mind/
If you want to get close to me, well keep on tryin/
Cause I dont give a damn, if you keep on cryin/
Alright thats enough, Im done with all this lyin/
Ill never be able to be heartless, sighin/
The truth is, I rather keep on dyin.
Its like my pain is gravity pullin me down from flyin
Ive got hit hard, there is no denyin
Shits intensifying before a breath Im re-denyin
Lifes heavy, I need a levy cause every time I look at the sky n
Close my eyes, all I ask is why
Why should I try?
Why should I cry?
When all life does is victimize.
Look at my eyes
Put my life out there/
So Id never be livin in deep dark fear/
Im living in a low life where/
No one helps or anyone cares/
So someone step up if you even dare/
Open up your ears, while I sit here, and the end of these lyrics are comin to a near/
Call me crazy, tie me to a chair/
Cause I feel like I was born with a heart already teared/
For real, Im all torn, is that the reason why yall call me weird/
It could be all on me, and I aint scared/
For all those people that left me on the shelf/
Is it because you cant think for yourself/
Following the flow like you were saving your health/
As a kid I tried to be accepted/
But as I grew more I learned, so that concept/
I just left it/
So now its a secret, if you love me, we can keep it/
Dont be like a nobody and leak it/
If you want love come and seek it/
Above, cause Im real, when I talk feelins, its genuine/
Im different with the girls n/
With the messages I send/
I was given the ability to be emotional and mend/
Through the stability to my life that I fought and defend/
Now I am wondering, when/
You will come to your senses and make this heartache end.
shits hot, you just need a better recording setup.
gravityzsin 2 years ago 2
Thanks, this recording was done with my laptop's built in mic, that's why it doesn't sound that clear.
I'm getting a condenser mic/mixer, so that will be better.
I also used my mp3 player to listen to the instrumental while rapping, so its off timing as well.
OrangePHX 2 years ago
@OrangePHX
Confucius says you suck dick at rapping! Your a fucking homo you drive a piece of shit sentra and you audioswapped that video for $50 to buy some autozone stick on fender vents fucking chink. your just mad bc people like a car that you will never afford bc the nail salon only pays minimum wage. BTW i Flagged your videos since your a total douche bag. BACK TO THE NAIL SALON BIG BOY you've got a fart can exhaust to buy!
2005ImpulseBlueGTO 1 year ago
@2005ImpulseBlueGTO
LOL you went through all my videos to find shit to say about me.
Are you some inbred whitey with no brain? I don't rice my car at all or work for minimum wage. What's your job?
OrangePHX 1 year ago
i used to like rap like this but shitty faggots like soulja fuck and flo rida ruined rap for me..now i hate rap...this is good keep it up
cb4allstar2 2 years ago 4
I know what you mean..hah so much garbage floating in the mainstream...
OrangePHX 2 years ago