When was the first time you felt fat? Can you tell me about it? Probably more videos about this to come. Been watching a TON of stuff on disordered relationships with food.
I used to be extremely thin and recently became like, OBESE over a 1 year period! In about 5 months I put on 43 lbs. I didn't change my diet or anthing so I have no idea lol. Not too happy about it, in fact, i'm pretty insecure and feel quite inferior to those who are at a healthy weight. I remember when I was a child too, thinking I was fat and ugly. I'd look at the other girls and wished I was them and that caused me to be very shy and reserved. Looking back now, I think I may have had OCD.
I don't really remember any particular time, but I've basically felt fat all my life. Of course, I never really have been fat... but that's where the eating disorder comes in...
I was maybe ten pounds above normal weight as a teenage. Never really cared that much until I went to visit my dad and he had a big article from the newspaper stuck on the fridge for me to see: "Watching TV makes teenage girls fat".
Thanks dad. I stayed at home and watched tv because I was new to the neighborhood and I was shy and kids at school picked on me because of it.
Now I realize that even my dad thinks I'm worthless.
I did a presentation on Cuban Americans a few weeks ago, and I understand that culture a little better.
And you know I don't think in this culture we are socialized to like each other very much, or to be kind to each other. At all. And I'm about to move lol. It's not like this everywhere in the world. And this video is making me cry, because I can identify so much. A lot of other people can too.
there's something really charismatic about you... ever consider doing theatre?
derdriui 1 month ago
I used to be extremely thin and recently became like, OBESE over a 1 year period! In about 5 months I put on 43 lbs. I didn't change my diet or anthing so I have no idea lol. Not too happy about it, in fact, i'm pretty insecure and feel quite inferior to those who are at a healthy weight. I remember when I was a child too, thinking I was fat and ugly. I'd look at the other girls and wished I was them and that caused me to be very shy and reserved. Looking back now, I think I may have had OCD.
JanaINJax 4 months ago
i feel fat and ugly right now. UGH
karagisellex 6 months ago
I started feeling fat in the 6th grade I might make a video response do you still get on YouTube?
zeroxlulu 1 year ago
Oh, I thought this was an Ayn Rand critique
SUpersaiyajinjerkbag 1 year ago
I don't really remember any particular time, but I've basically felt fat all my life. Of course, I never really have been fat... but that's where the eating disorder comes in...
xxbellabee 2 years ago
I was maybe ten pounds above normal weight as a teenage. Never really cared that much until I went to visit my dad and he had a big article from the newspaper stuck on the fridge for me to see: "Watching TV makes teenage girls fat".
Thanks dad. I stayed at home and watched tv because I was new to the neighborhood and I was shy and kids at school picked on me because of it.
Now I realize that even my dad thinks I'm worthless.
beggarshepherdess 2 years ago
I did a presentation on Cuban Americans a few weeks ago, and I understand that culture a little better.
And you know I don't think in this culture we are socialized to like each other very much, or to be kind to each other. At all. And I'm about to move lol. It's not like this everywhere in the world. And this video is making me cry, because I can identify so much. A lot of other people can too.
I like it when you make videos.
coquinat 2 years ago
Yes litte kids are the Worst ;-( lo unico q Importa ES la Belleza Interiorr Y ahora te miras HERMOSa SAludoter Ni~notaaa:-)
xlllbebita 2 years ago
Junior high school
NGC224orM31 2 years ago