"Watch a cat when it enters a room for the first time. It searches and smells about, it is not quiet for a moment, it trusts nothing until it has examined and made acquaintance with everything."
- Jean-Jacques Rousseau
"What have you done to the cat, dear? He looks half-dead."
- Mrs. Schrödinger
“For with much wisdom comes much sorrow; the more knowledge, the more grief.”
It feels like I'm stuck inside a tumor of cancerous people constructing cancerous systems, raping and destroying the environment and each other, and I at this point have only a fragment of sanity and light left which I hold on to and protect from the world.
I retreat into nature as I feel kinship with the Earth and Trees and the Light itself.. My heart feels Presence with Nature, I'm not alone there. But humans are destroying that too. So I feel you. Know that. Keep working on what you Love.
Story of my life. It has always been hard for me to link up to the social hypnosis, the most horrible things like fascist laws, wars and torture and rampant destruction of environment being taken for granted as "normal behavior". The loneliness is horrible, and more than once I've considered leaving this place. I haven't left yet. I've turned my solitude into meditation. Now I rely on the solitude, as I can't rejoin the world of humans. I'm truly sick to my stomach of it, it's killing me.
You just connected with the human race my friend. Life is a journey. Now seek the ones that can feed not just your mind, but your sol. Slow down look around you. Your eyes are open and there is a reason for it. We are like a catapiler about to bust out of our cacoon like a butterfly. Dont fear your on emotions dont question your feelings. You are on the right path.
5--do. To see the horros of their actions is too much to bear. I can only look at it sideways. and it is that SHOCK and revulsion that is natural, because what they kill is themselves. But they have made earth, animals, everyone into objects. all around is insanity so us sane ones gotta stay in touch and spread out
4--this. I hope you know that. Not everyone is asleep. Their evil is their propaganda and even occultism/magick which is used to create this unenlightened mass and this is how they spread their tyranny. they depend on us being unconscious of what they are up to. But we aint, and to make sure to spread this awareness around. this is a big reason they want to shut down the internet, but even if they were to they cant shut down spirit.
if they had ANY feeling, any empathy they couldn't do what they
3--and loved to cmoke draw was all EXCITED about the firework effects of the war. i was UTTERLY disgusted with her, and will never forget that horrible reaction to the horror of that.
YOU are having an ongoing enlightenment experience. not the phony new age shit, but real enlightenment where you see how those around you are unconscious! It must be exactly the same as those in Nazi Germany would have felt to be aliienated from the zillions of hypnotized Hitler robots!! tyou are NOT alone with
"Watch a cat when it enters a room for the first time. It searches and smells about, it is not quiet for a moment, it trusts nothing until it has examined and made acquaintance with everything."
- Jean-Jacques Rousseau
"What have you done to the cat, dear? He looks half-dead."
- Mrs. Schrödinger
“For with much wisdom comes much sorrow; the more knowledge, the more grief.”
- Ecclesiastes 1:18
Tressco 3 days ago
"Human sickness is so severe that few can bear to look at it...but those who do will become well - Vernon Howard"
Beatnuk 1 month ago
It feels like I'm stuck inside a tumor of cancerous people constructing cancerous systems, raping and destroying the environment and each other, and I at this point have only a fragment of sanity and light left which I hold on to and protect from the world.
I retreat into nature as I feel kinship with the Earth and Trees and the Light itself.. My heart feels Presence with Nature, I'm not alone there. But humans are destroying that too. So I feel you. Know that. Keep working on what you Love.
Beatnuk 1 month ago
Story of my life. It has always been hard for me to link up to the social hypnosis, the most horrible things like fascist laws, wars and torture and rampant destruction of environment being taken for granted as "normal behavior". The loneliness is horrible, and more than once I've considered leaving this place. I haven't left yet. I've turned my solitude into meditation. Now I rely on the solitude, as I can't rejoin the world of humans. I'm truly sick to my stomach of it, it's killing me.
Beatnuk 1 month ago
You just connected with the human race my friend. Life is a journey. Now seek the ones that can feed not just your mind, but your sol. Slow down look around you. Your eyes are open and there is a reason for it. We are like a catapiler about to bust out of our cacoon like a butterfly. Dont fear your on emotions dont question your feelings. You are on the right path.
lastpatriot4America 1 month ago
5--do. To see the horros of their actions is too much to bear. I can only look at it sideways. and it is that SHOCK and revulsion that is natural, because what they kill is themselves. But they have made earth, animals, everyone into objects. all around is insanity so us sane ones gotta stay in touch and spread out
zezt 1 month ago
4--this. I hope you know that. Not everyone is asleep. Their evil is their propaganda and even occultism/magick which is used to create this unenlightened mass and this is how they spread their tyranny. they depend on us being unconscious of what they are up to. But we aint, and to make sure to spread this awareness around. this is a big reason they want to shut down the internet, but even if they were to they cant shut down spirit.
if they had ANY feeling, any empathy they couldn't do what they
zezt 1 month ago
3--and loved to cmoke draw was all EXCITED about the firework effects of the war. i was UTTERLY disgusted with her, and will never forget that horrible reaction to the horror of that.
YOU are having an ongoing enlightenment experience. not the phony new age shit, but real enlightenment where you see how those around you are unconscious! It must be exactly the same as those in Nazi Germany would have felt to be aliienated from the zillions of hypnotized Hitler robots!! tyou are NOT alone with
zezt 1 month ago
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fckuvrymch 1 month ago
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