my confessions #2.

IF YOU CANT READ THE CARDS, READ THE DESCRIPTION!!
I felt like I needed add another part of my story. Sorry if I get teary :P This isn't the whole story with my family, but it adds the my other confessions before. Consider this Part 2.

Hello. It's Katia again. I haz moar confessionz.

A lot of my new friends see my life as "perfect"

It's not, and probably never will be

In april 2010, my mother revealed to my dad that she was cheating on him.

For four years

She left us in may that year

My mum constantly called and texted me. It was pure harassment

She attempted suicie in june 2010. She was found in a state of unconsciousness in a hotel with several bottles of alcohol and sleeping tablets

My mum had to came home and I was reluctant to see her

A week and a half later I received a call while I was at school telling me my mum was being taken to hospital.

She overdosed on sleeping pills and attempted to drown herself in the bath.

I had to perform at school that night and my dad wouldn't see me on stage.

Mum was released from hospital into the care of her boyfriend (the man she was with for four years) and he dumped her three weeks later. Mum was homeless.

When mum came home again I ran away to live with one of my best friends for two months

Mum ran away one weekend and overdosed on pills again. She came home one morning with vomit all down her clothes.

Suicide attempt #3

My dad and I succumb to deep depression. FOR NINE MONTHS. Friends stopped talking to me.

In early 2011, my dad was forced by the family law court to sell our house. I will lose my home.

I have lived here for 15 years.

I overcame my depression when I met the Melbourne Muggles.

But the war at home still raged on.

In October 2011 dad threatened to kill himself.

I called for help.

Nine police units were outside our house.

Embarrassing -.-

I had to leave home for five days while dad got help.

The night dad tried to kill himself was the night I was seeing a movie with friends and I had to act like everything was ok.

I hate having to act like everything is ok.

IT'S NOT.

To the Melbourne Muggles -- you have helped me through so much. You don't even know it. I love you. Thank you!


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[AussieHobbit]

Katia im so sorry to hear this :( its awful

i am glad MM has helped you though. Im glad that we have such an amazing group that really is living life through JKR's messages. you have my number yeah? if you ever need anything just give me a call okay. any time, day or night.

[darkprincesskatia]

@AussieHobbit Thank you Rhi :) I got yours and everyone else's number off Ally ;)

[JINKUGAFREAK1]

i understand what you meant when you said you hate pretending that everything's okay when actually everything is falling apart.At school,even some of my closest friends know me as the girl that's always happy, but they have know idea how wrong they are.i understand your pain and I'm very sorry for what happened, i cried watching this video by the way

:') stay strong"

[xXForeverRoseXx]

your such a brave girl <3

this is so sad, stay strong.

you're beautiful <3

[SeverusFreakingSnape]

oh god I'm crying so much :(

you brave brave girl <3

never forget everyone on youtube is here for you :) xoxoxo

[lovelaughliveit]

don't ever forget how strong you are..i understand how it must had felt when you're dad threatned to kill him self also.. i've my own experiances of it :(, i feel for you dear, seriously.. you're so strong, you should be so proud of your self...don't ever forget how beautiful you are, please don't.. never. it's horrible hearing this from your parents and knowing what you're mom tried to do....i'll pray for you sweetheart, after a storm comes a rainbow <3

[xlovatolovely]

Katia, I didn't know half of the story. I cried at the end. Sure, you told me your mom was going nuts and stuff, but you didn't tell me that your dad tried to commit suicide. You will forever be in my prayers, from this day forward. Remember that you are not alone; that there is always people out there that got your back. God bless you, honey. STAY STRONG!

-Patii <3

[Rosidale]

You are honestly one of the nicest and friendliest vidders in this community, and you don't deserve any of this. I'm so sorry and I wish you the absolute best. If you ever need someone to talk to I'd be happy to help <3

Stay strong,

xx Mithi

[Merope16]

Omg, Katia, I'm so sorry to hear what happened to you!! You're one of the friendliest, funniest, nicest and most loyal person I've ever met and truly don't deserve any of the things happened to you! I'm so glad you found friends in the Melbourne Muggles who helped you during that time! I hope from all my hard that life will be better to you in future! If you ever need someone to talk to, I always lend you my ear <3