Sel: *confused* then why did you leave me there?
Nick: *closes his eyes as he remember walking away from her in that bedroom the previous night* because saying goodbye to you is going to be the hardest thing Im ever going to have to do next year... I dont know if I will be able to take it.
Sel: *even more confused and upset* but... we both knew it was going to be hard, we both knew it was coming. But that still doesnt explain or excuse what you did, Nick.
Nick: *looks down, ashamed* I know. But looking at you upstairs, it made me realise I dont wanna let you go... ever. And I dont wanna hurt you.
Sel: *feels a number of emotions wash over her, taking away her confusion and upset and leaving her with anger and pain* well, its too late for that, Nick. How did you think I felt when you just walked away?
Nick: *stands there still, knowing she was right* I didnt want it to be any worse than it could be. Its serious doing that kind of stuff, Sel. And itd be both of our first times... I dont wanna lose you forever knowing that YOU were the one I first loved... and the first one I left.
Sel: *looks back up at him, swallowing the lump in her throat before speaking* you think that walking away from me will keep me close to you?!
Nick: I... Im not walking away from you.
Sel: yes... you are... you did. So where does this leave us?
Nick: *sighs* Sel, dont do this for Gods sake. I love you; I want to be with you... you know that.
Sel: *shakes her head, sliding her hands out of his gentle and comforting grasp* any other guy with that opportunity with ANY girl would take it just because theyre guys... but you didnt with the one you say you love, you didnt feel it with me, you walked away easily.
Nick: *puts a hand on her cheek* it was only because I care about you.
Sel: *looks down, trying not to let it get to her. She steps away slowly, his hand falling back down to his side* it doesnt matter anymore, Nick. Whats done is done.
Nick: *eyes widen as he looks at her* Sel... Youre not leaving, are you?
Sel: *looks down* maybe itd be for the best...
Nick: *finds his voice after a few seconds of soaking in the information* Sel... You CANT go. We have one year left together. We cant waste it fighting. What I did was for you... please, dont leave me?!
Sel: *sighs. She knew it would be hard without him, yet staying with him felt completely wrong... and then there was Jake in the middle of it all* Im not leaving *sees him relax and smile gently at her* Its not for YOU; I wouldnt do that to Jake. He and I need each other no matter what; Im not abandoning him now for your sake. But Im not staying here, not for a while.
Nick: *his smile drops as he listens closely to her words* but where are you gonna go? I refuse to let you go to Taylor and you cant exactly show up at Demis door after not talking to her for months and expecting her to let you live on her floor.
Sel: *keeps her eyes planted on the ground* Ive always got somewhere to go, Ive always made sure that Jake and I have had a back-up in case anything went wrong... but since Jake will be staying, I guess Ill just go for a while. Ill come back mornings and evenings to look after him, no extra jobs for you.
Nick: *steps closer to her, once again. His hands on both of her arms, he lowered his head to lift her gaze from the ground* Sel, I dont mind taking care of him... what I DO care about is you leaving me...
Sel: *her eyes turned cold at his last words* you mean the way you left me?! Me walking out on you is barely any different than what you did to me. But you did it worst... you did it when I was completely in love with you... now that were over; its barely a surprise that Im going... Im not leading you on like you did to me.
Nick: *frustrated* you CANT leave!! Please, just think this over... Youre all I have left.
Sel: *annoyed and upset even more, once again releasing his grip over her* what about Frankie?!?! Have you forgotten about him, too?!
Nick: *Sighs* of course not, but Ive always had to look after him... but when you came, you helped me. You showed me what it was like to feel like a kid again. Im not the prat that I was before you came; Im a regular guy with feelings and an actual life.
Sel: *scoffs* well, times change... and people change *walks past him and through the door, making her way upstairs*
Nick: *slumps down on the couch* Ive lost her... because I was trying to protect her... Why can I never do anything right?!
*later that night*
Sel: *Walks into Frankies room after knocking on the door* hey Frankster. Wheres Jake?
Frankie: *turns off his game and shifts on the bed to face her* hes in the bathroom. Hell be out in a minute.
Sel: *sits on the side of Frankies bed* is it cool if I wait here for him? I kind of wanna talk to you two.
Frankie: *surprised* sure. Something wrong?
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I Wanna Know You Season 2 ep 35by LilMissGawwjuss515 views
where is nick going in one year?..or where is selena going in one year?
and selena cant be that upset becuz he rejected her for THAT..come on why cant they just get along?
anjelgrace40 2 years ago
@anjelgrace40 they graduate from skwl x
LilMissGawwjuss 2 years ago