there is no place like home (AFTER) the holidays

my survival story after the holidays.

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[gothique11]

It's good to hear you cut down on smoking -- I've been trying really hard to stop.

I have experience with eating disorders with myself. It's not good. I go back and forth from not eating to binge eating. I try not to these days.

I have many self destructive habits, but I am trying not to do that any more. Since I was 13 I was a cutter as well.. but it's been two months since I last did anything, so that's good.

[aire420]

cutter...ok i know some thing about with me it was a halp to cut it let me know that i was still a live. and when the world seamed less rill like i was woching a move it haleped me. i have not done that. in a long time thow..pepole think cutting is about trying to get attention but that is for those people that make there marks noticeable.

[jonboy002]

Hi Ariana (hope I spelt that correctly), regarding you not eating much, with the greatest respect, please try & stop doing that. All your doing is making your body hold onto the food its already taken for longer. From watching your video I could tell you weren't looking very well. Please take care of yourself, all the best......Jon

[aire420]

Arianna. but it is ok.

[NativeAmerigoth]

No. This is a beautiful, intelligent, strong young woman--in the way that was meant to be.

[Helivz]

This woman is cutiful (cute and beautiful) i.e. she has a slight resemblence to supermodel "Cindy Crawford."

[mizel57]

You're very beautiful (seemingly on the inside too). I've got a family/friends-get-together comment for you. My parents have a hall dedicated to pictures...some fall very short of my approval. Well, this lady asked me if I "flew in on TransAir?" LOL! I can't even take people seriously, which is why I'm posting on your video -- you're a rarity. If you worked at a local deli you could serve me until I was 3,000 pounds. That lady is pissed you look better than her and she's "biologically female."

[FergusonTO35]

Excellent analysis about why we smoke. Keep trying, I don't know how many times I've fallen off the wagon.

[pgy001]

BUt one guy who is SOO supportive of me and accepting IS ALWAYS calling me a "guy" or saying "What's up, MAN!" And he CLAIMS to be accepting and supporting of transpeople and he says he believes I AM a girl. Sometimes I feel like just telling him, "LOOK You say you supposr tme PLEASE quite calling me a GUY, MAN, Dude, etc... But he is SO nice and supposritve to me in other ways when others haven't been I HATE to, so how do yo uhandle a situation like THAT?

[pgy001]

I fully understand about the calling you a "he" how it makes a trans person feel. MOST of the select few people who DO accept ME still refer to me as "he", "guy", "dude", "man", etc.. I guess I don't pay much attention to the "he" b/c pronouns are SO COMMUN I tend not to even pay attention to them.

[QuixoticOtaku]

Maybe your boobs were experiencing growing pains :-)

Fat has hormones in it... that's why my mtf gf decided to get fat as a child... so her voice is feminine. Maybe the fatty hormones were making your boobs grow.

[JAnnOMal]

"second family"....it's a wonderful things. Your friends are the family you get to choose. Thank you for reminding me of that.

-Annie

[kelligirl2007]

Don't park your car in the freezer and you won't have to defrost it LOL!!! That ought to help:)

[JAnnOMal]

I totally agreee...it's not about getting attention. A person is not going to announce to people that they injure themselves on purpose. I made the mistake of confiding in the wrong person because I needed to talk to someone. It was just one more thing for him to look down on me for. But not everyone would react that way if they were confided in.

-Annie

[gothique11]

yeah, I'm pretty good at hiding scars and I've learned how not to scar myself badly. But, no, cutting isn't about getting attention.