Uploaded on Mar 8, 2009
Just finished reading an amazing book. Its called Johnny Angel by Daniel Steele...beautiful. She is an amazing author and my inspiration. I wanna be able to write as amazing as her. I was picked for cutierose1234s contest! Wow...thanks so much! Read her stories...shes amazing! And I was nominated for JonasFanFic16s awards thing! Wow thank you so much guys! It really means a lot to me. I really appreciate you all. Even though I dont really show it. Im sorry its just Im so busy but I do. I really do appreciate it. I started doing this for the passion of writing that I have and NEVER would have thought all of this would come out of it. So a GINORMOUS...THANK YOU!!! Love the song at the end of the vid.
I called Kevin to see where Joe was. He was just as worried as I was. Apparently my mom and dad flipped out when Joe just stormed out from the field. The coach is pissed. My dad is furious. My mom is worried sick and Kevin is left trying to hold everyone together.
"please just find him nick." he pleaded.
"I dont know where he could be. You have to find him before he does something drastic. Hes not himself lately."
"b-but he hates me."
"I dont care if he wants to kill you. Mom wants him home and he wont answer his phone. Nick its serious. The coaches dont sound too happy and I dont think anyone wants to hear my dad out about trying to explain."
"call me ok."
There was only one place where he could be. And I really didnt want to go there. The drive to cassies house was probably one of the longest drives of my life.I pulled up to cassies house and saw Joe storm in with Michael right behind him. Great. I jumped off the car and heard Joe screaming out cassies name. he pushed Michael down and ran up the stairs.
"would you grab your crazy ass brother please!" he yelled to me.
I nodded and ran up the stairs. "Joe lets go!"
"CASSIE OPEN THE DAMN DOOR!" he yelled kicking the door.
I grabbed his shoulders and pulled him back. "relax!" again his eyes were so empty and sad. It wasnt my brother.
"relax? Relax! She wont even look at me!" he choked out. A stray tear fell from his eyes. Ive never seen him like this before. "get the hell out of my way." he said pushing me away and running down the stairs.
"Joe! Joe wait!" I ran out the door "Joe dont do anything stupid!" he got in his car and sped off. I turned around and went back to cassies room knocking it slowly.
"Cass...You ok?" she opened the door and jumped into my arms nearly knocking me down. She gripped onto my shirt crying and I slowly wrapped my arms around her. "everythings going to be ok. I promise." I said not to sure. I held her tight hating the feeling in my heart. Im so confused. I love selena. But Im getting this feeling with cassie. I feel like I have to protect her. Like I have to be the one to make everything better. But I knew I cant. It cant be me. It has to be Joe. It just has to. I pulled away and she looked up at me. Her big brown eyes so sad it tore at my heart.
"Cass...I..." I didnt even know what I wanted to say.
"nick Im sorry. About earlier."
A tear fell out and I cleared it away from her face. "its just....It cant be me. I cant fix this." I said truthfully. Her face sadder.
"I know." she whispered. Looking down at her feet.
"Im sorry. Cass." she shook her head. "but Im here for you. Just like always. Just like before." I quickly added.
She smiled and looked up at me. "thanks." she whispered. She turned to go back to her room. Before closing the door she looked at me. "selenas lucky." she began. "just watch him for me."
"what are you talking about." I was confused.
"I dont want to lose him." and she closed the door.
Gosh all these emotions and feelings lol its like my stories are PMSing haha more! I owe it to you!
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