"Baby Blue" - working through memories of child abuse

As an adult with PTSD, I relive my childhood from a child's perspective. I have to give up my adult side and just roll with it and tell myself it's okay to be angry and sad and to say those words made famous by kids,

"It's not fair."

Music: May it Be by Enya

By M.R. Teel

This video generates no profit and was made to educate about the effects of child abuse as well as PTSD.

Thereby I believe this video falls under "Fair Use" of any such copyrighted material as provided for in section 107 of the US Copyright Law. In accordance with Title 17 U.S.C. Section 107.

Category:

Education

Tags:

• child
• abuse
• healing
• ptsd
• sexual

[MsFranF]

Wow…. all I can say is wow! Your song, your pictures have reached into the depths of my soul and my memories.

[bleaux42]

@MsFranF Thank you. :)

[lilly66641]

i love watching this its so touching and well it reminds myself of me and im only 13 but it sounds what im going through know love this video its amazing *hugs*

[bleaux42]

@lilly66641 I'm so sorry you're going through this. *hugs*

[Ainhoa1666]

strumming my pain with your finger, singing my life with your words.. thnx for describing parts of my life..♥

"from one who has ptsd"

[bleaux42]

@Ainhoa1666 <3

[PeaceLoveEternity]

My therapist told m today to take care of my inner child "Rozi" and love her and let go of all this B.S. Please message me.

[psprute]

Hi,

I watched this for the first time about a month ago and I wrote a long comment and then it wouldn't post. I have to tell you that I think I've waited my whole life to be able to really explain how I feel, who I am. Your video touched me in such a powerful way. You were able to articulate them exactly. I too want to run away to a castle and never return. I am just so very tired. Does that ever go away? Every word you wrote was such truth. How can I ever thank you?

[ReadSpeak]

Very beautiful ...John (57)

[bleaux42]

@psprute Hi. I have good days and bad day but as time goes by I'm having more good than bad. I've realized it's about perspective; concentrating on the good. And it helps if you remove toxic people from your life. We deserve happy lives.

[bleaux42]

@LoudBreather You're correct, I have Fibromyalgia on top of the PTSD and my doctor said he believes it's directly related.

[bleaux42]

@bluesky291975 I'm the same way. My one goal in my life is to make sure my kids get to be kids and to keep them away from abusers of all types. *hugs*

[bleaux42]

@fly1281 Thank you Candi! You have a very kind heart.

[bleaux42]

@bipolarlex Thank you! *hugs*