October 1/2010

Just a random message. About bullying. I will post another like this. I want to share my story. All of my stories. Suicide is an ugly thing. I was bullied from 5th grade until 11th grade when I left high school. I didn't drop out, I do online school now. I was callled ugly, fat, disgusting, slut, whore, bitch, you name it. This led me to cut myself and attempt suicide. I don't cut now, and am a recovered bulimic. I have a son. (after i had him i was called slut, whore, loser, liar because I was raped and no one believed me) I am proud to be who I am now. I'm healthy. And these scars are just motivators to keep me going now.

Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#!/desiree.olshaskie

Email: multicolorfull@yahoo.com

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[DesiRadioactive]

thank you :) i will be posting again sometime next week. i saw that a lot of people posting on oteps facebook didnt know my name and asked it its desiree olshaskie. and i have links in the thingymajigger. you all call me amazing, you are the amazing ones. <3

[LionsHaveMurderedMe]

awesome wish you can be my friend so i don't have to be alone anymore

[DesiRadioactive]

@LionsHaveMurderedMe whoever said i wasn't your friend?

[LionsHaveMurderedMe]

@DesiRadioactive no i mean as in real life, i have no friends as all i do is hang in my house doing nothing all day. but anyway i think your an awesome person

[DesiRadioactive]

@LionsHaveMurderedMe I sit in my house all day too. My best (and pretty much only real friend) is my sister, my son, and my mom. But if i could be your friend in real life i would be.

[DesiRadioactive]

I am honestly speechless right now. I can only say thank you and that I love you. I didn't even expect for this to get as big as it is right now, it was just so random. I will be here for you guys if you need me to be, even though we don't know eachother. I'll be your friend. I'll put up links to my email and facebook, too. <3

[Emilywithpixiewings]

Otep sent me! <3 *air high five* This is what I am talking about! We need to treat one another with compassion and love! I look forward to more vids from you girl!! You are beautiful and sweet! Keep rockin'! \m/

[MsAnimegirl27]

ur amazing!!!!!!!!

[JackSkellingFrost]

Hi!

I was talking to you like, the other day

(It's Nikki!)

I saw this in my favorites from like, forever ago

And I felt kindof like shit today, so I watched it

I feel better now!

Thanks Desi! Youre Awesome! Talk to me later!

[shygurl893]

Love you, your so caring wish I had you fro my gf

[LevisDecorThorn]

Beautiful. SS4L. 

[danielso89]

bullies are weaklings who can't stand up for themselves. Real fighters don't dig on people's dirt. those bullies are not worth my opponent cuz i can beat them and anyone can as long as they have strong mind! :-)

[sf160871]

You are amazing and so beautiful, and by that I not only mean your eyes, but your soul, its beautiful, and nothing will ever be able to take that away. You can be very proud of yourself, I'm proud of you :) It's people like you that make me believe that humanity is not lost after all yet. Thanks for your courage and your words :)

I wish you a great happy life :)

[sakura2390]

thats the sweetest video ive seen in... idk forever ^^ you definitely are awesome for putting that message out there.. <3

[XsebyX]

And for giving other people strength and that they shouldn't give up. You are amazing <3

[XsebyX]

Well I'm very overweight but I never was bullied, I don't know why... a lot of people say a have a positive spirit. But I never felt loved. I was the nice guy but... nothing more.

But now I changed... But I wanted to changed :) And I feel so good now. I lost already 40 pounds and I hope it won't stop, now people really love me... and I'm so thankful for everyone of them... I never had such amazing friends like now....

Your Video is amazing and it's so true... Thank you for recording it.

[dawndawn992]

You speak the truth! the one's who put you down are the losers!