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"What the hell did you say to her?" Lilly yelled over towards Kevin as she walked to where he was standing.

"What are you talking about?"

"What did you say to Melissa? Really what did you say?" She was mad. She felt the fuming inside of her.

"Why? Is she still crying over me?" He snickered. "That's what she deserves, let her cry."

"HOW DARE YOU." Lily couldn't look at his face, she was disgusted. "It's not because of you. Do you know what you've put her through right now? She was getting just a little better till you said whatever you did today. She didn't even tell me it was you, but I knew or she wouldn't have disappeared from school. Seriously. Kevin, watch what the hell you say. She just lost her father a little while ago. HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO HER?! She suffers every day of her life. Every single one. She's going through a state no person could just go through and come out okay, do you know that?! Do you have any idea what you did to her? just you. Only you. She gave you a chance even after all of her friends said no. She went against every one of the standards she was given by others, and knowing her, that takes A LOT. And what did you do? Nothing but HURT her to the point where she wants to not live anymore. I hate you for what you did. Hate you." Lily walked away, shaking her head in disbelief at what a jerk he is.

Sad part is, he didn't even care.

"That's what she gets" is the only line that repeated through her head.
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Her phone was on silent.

She had walked out of the school, just walked out, without saying a word to anyone. No one would have cared for her sake. She knew when she had that feeling of depression or anger creeping up inside of her, she had to leave where she was immediately before those emotions doubled.

She sat at the edge of the docks. It was quiet. The tears were still streaming down her face. She dangled her feet off and kept swinging them. She couldn't sit still.

Why was her life so miserable now?

Daddy, I miss you like crazy. Now you can see from up there what I've been hiding from you, eh?

I'm sorry for betraying you.

I'm sorry for not listening to you.

For being a bad, unpleasant girl, more cuts will be added tonight, when I'm alone lke usual.

When no one's there to support me.
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That night I never went home. But I didn't want my mother to have a heart attack, so I just told her I was with my cousin, even if I wasn't.

I slept on a rock near the beach a few miles down from the docks.

That was the best bed I ever had.
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[RockOut205]

This is so good >.< Sometimes I relate to her, but the only difference is that I don't cut myself because I don't have the courage to do it. Great chapter :)