Sorry it's been so long...

Very weird recording myself on video again.
There's so much that has gone on and going on to fit into one video.
Most won't understand this unless you have seen my other vids. Still quite boring really.
Just wanted to let people know I'm still alive...still struggling.

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[siespanol101]

How many times did she say UM in the video?

[nayomee77]

@siespanol101 Ummm I dunno..why don't u count?

[IMnotSAS]

You will never be trully happy if you dont have a religion darling.

[nayomee77]

@IMnotSAS Religion won't save u from much..maybe temporarily. I'm a Christian. I don't need religion. And even then God doesn't promise to heal us of all our physical or mental problems immediately here on earth..eventually yes. Not to say God can't do that.. of course he can.

[agwoodliffe]

Nayomee, what I really respect and admire about you is that you have the guts to express feelings that nobody else would dare show. People like you have shown that nobody, and I mean NOBODY, is truly alone with these feelings.

[aliownzu]

@nayomee77 Don't pay attention to people who ask stupid questions, they aren't worth replying to. "It is no measure of health being well adjusted to a profoundly sick society"Jiddu Krishnamurti. Listen to what Krishnamurti says, it may help you understand the world better. This is NOT a religion or a cult, he actually is against religion. His videos will help you understand the world better. There is a 2 minute video of his called "Living Without Conflict". I feel it will help you. Love

[artsmith1972]

@nayomee77 forget counting the umms, I was too distracted by how you never smile ! Your so pretty, I dont understand why your so serious!... You'd be oh so much prettier if you'd smile more... Dont make me track you down and tickle you.

[Mutleytech]

Don't hurt yourself.  You are too beautiful.

[Hottielvr]

you're pretty......

[MrRatchet101]

best valantine wishes

[MrRatchet101]

things will get better, just hang on in there, your not alone with your feelings, you will get through it and come out the other side, better and wiser and happier, all the best. from england uk

[hypnocil10]

i hope you get better

[missdarkangelxxx]

your a good source of company for other borderlines! : ) keep strong

[joinery11]

Hello, my heart goes out to all who are depressed. Nayomee you are getting stronger, worth checking out your early vids! Its the challenges that make us stronger,they are our greatest teachers. Lifes flow is likened to that of a river, when we travel with and dont fight the rivers currents, regardless of how strong they get, we continue on our path, if we get stuck on the river bank know that the only way to get off is to let go. Let go of the illusion of control and you will be free. Peace

[riceburnagtv]

@riceburnagtv To clear your mind using your peripheral vision.Sit down with your arms outstretched in front of you,hands facing inwards and your finger tips touching, slowly move them back while twinkling your fingers around.Keep staring straight ahead and move outstretched arms/fingers level to your shoulders or until you can only just see them out of the corner of your eyes when staring straight ahead, you will feel your mind clear.It takes a little bit of practice but it quietens bad thoughts