my "punishment" for being gay...

This is my story. I don't want your pity or your compassion. I just want people to understand that shit like this does happen and THIS IS WHAT IS DISGUSTING, not homosexuality. I'm not putting this up here for tears or any of that bullshit. I'm putting it up here to reach that one girl who's gone through something like this. I want her to know she is not alone. I want her to know that she did not deserve what happened. I want her to know that it is not her fault...

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• dyke
• rape
• punishment
• queer
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• victim
• glbt

[plaidt17]

Let me know their names and i got u grl.

U have luv from me and ur very brave. a role model for oter grls that have gotten raped

[amaranthine4eva]

their names are not important. hell, even i am not important in this. the point of this is to make people see that there are casualties in this battle for rights. i am but one of many. there are many others whose story i tell. i want them to know that they are not alone and that they are not disgusting or at fault. i want them to know that i am giving them a voice. period. end of story. i am telling this for them, not for me, not for any other reason. for them...

[Bunit1621]

girl you really got to my heart and made me realize how ugly ad disguisting people really are in this world. You shouldnt have to change who you are just because someone doesnt like it. Thankyou so much for shareing your story. you are brave, I adore that. xo <3

[amaranthine4eva]

it seems that all people ever do is ask us to change who we are. to fit some standard set by society. it is sad because it leads to conformity and ends individuality. the thing that gets me the most is this simple question "how does who i love or who i fuck affect you?" that is what i ask homophobes now... most of them don't have an answer. it's fucking hilarious to watch them struggle to try to explain themselves.

[amaranthine4eva]

listen, this is me talking. you don't have to believe me. i don't expect you too. it's one of the reasons i never reported it. i didn't expect anyone too. it was a terrible time in my life and i posted this so that someone else who experienced something like this wouldn't feel alone. peace be, m'dears

[Genius712]

First of all, you aren't disgusting. I'm a gay guy myself so I can understand your feelings.

Some people should really understand that homosexuality isn't a choice! I never wanted to be gay either, and no one does. Never heard of anyone say that "I want ti be gay", it is just the way we are. What he did to you was totally unacceptable, and I feel pity on those who do not understand you and your situation. You are not alone.

Betterlookingthanu, you are a moron! Just mind ur own buisness u fag*ot.

[lessinbeen]

betterlookingthanu...YOU'RE AND ASSHOLE

[cmwdragons]

I came across this accidentally, and it surprised me. Please tell me those jack ***es are in jail right now, and will be for the rest of their wretched, disgusting, worthless lives. I don't pity you, I pity the guy who hurt you, because if their is a hell, then he got himself a first class ticket for eternal damnation. 

[MrEndlessly]

i could never understand gays..i dont know what its like over that side of the fence. and im not hiding but just being honest, Gays are disgusting to me and there must be a reason why god made man and women. i won't even apologized for what had happend to u cuz u said u need no pity. But why do lesbians use dildo's ? hmmm...why do gay men fuck a dudes ass instead of a girls? hmmm. i think homophobia is a honest joke. but thats me :)

[SNIP3Dz]

I got a boner from this.

[BigTimeFanGirl53]

lied to her and i go to a catholic shool

[BigTimeFanGirl53]

The fact is that i do wake up every day to find that i hatemyself and im a gay girl and i keep it a secret so i cant be juged i scared out of my mind to tell any body but i told my friend and she's okaii with it that reashured me alot so i felt more safe about it then i got to school to find out that the guys were talking and saying things against the gays so i started to cry then i couldnt stop so the school called my parents to pick me up when my mom came she asked me why i was crying then i

[tapaddtiiiii]

Having grown up in a semi-conservative country, India, if two gay men were to kiss in front of me I would feel a little creeped out. I just wanted to say that first. I saw the movie Milk because I wanted to get rid of that..well not a sense of homophobia, but just discomfort.That being said, I am completely for gay rights n hate homophobes.I know such experiences can make you cold and shut yourself off from being open and vulnerable, but I wish I could give you a hug. This is not pity, just love

[jsdgfdf]

share experiences i never had no one i can talk about what happened to me and now that i heard about you i feel like i found someone who could understand me i am gay i didn't ask or wanted to be gay but at least i have a heart something that some people don't have sometimes i think they deserve to get the same treatment but then i think they're ignorants that's why they're this way. i'm going to put my mail in your account i would love to talk with you more about this with you and be friends too

[jsdgfdf]

what hapenned to you happen to me i understand your situation i don't like to talk about it too because everione then look at me with pity what they did to it's discusting and horrible they should be punished just because we are gay that doesn't mean that we are beast we are human but so that to feel ill with us but i'm not feeling bad i'm proud with who i am because at least i'm not like them and that's ibelieve you must feel about you you're not discusting if you like you want to talk so we

[FOREVERLILZ]

Your a asshole I care you fuck off dick

[Kurasutaru]

@emmybiz04 go fuck off to somewhere where people care about you cuz no one here does