Raven and Cj- the TRUE story 4

I made a video of this a few days ago, before the breakup. As I already ended up with this video in 6 parts, I didn't get into the explanation of everything I've done for him and this relationship. I hadn't wanted anyone to see me as vulnerable as I was in the original video...but fuck it- I uploaded it anyway. To make it easier when they are all done, I'll link them all.
Here, I'm explaining the relationship...how and when it first started. Word is I tried to take him from his wife, and other such bullshits. Actually I talk about quite a bit, so it's easier if you just listen...I apologize for the length!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hFSKdQ_PgkQ
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6kUR6HfktwI
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PGM8ERTqkIw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=js9g-UygWnw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kmYV8Pejcig

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[RavenStarbl00d]

@Lodt I'm here in New Zealand with my (ex)husband- and he was an online relationship. He did for me what I did for that asshole- he bought me a ticket and moved me here, and I came. I followed through. We got married and have been married for 4 years now. Sure- it fell apart in the end, but that would have happened no matter where i was. it was different with us-it felt right, and we had constant contact and communication-over 4 years time!

[RavenStarbl00d]

@Lodt You're wrong here. If you know me, you'd know I think everything out. There was more to the story of how close we were that what fir into these videos. Some things can't be explained. I've been in many many many online relationships- they were nothing. Even when the person said they loved me or wanted to marry me- it still wasn't "real". He and I had a past...it might not have been in person but some things you just trust and feel.

[Lodt]

...and you have a son?sincerely,he sounds completely jackass,but you show yourself as a non-thinking person...giving your time,heart,money to someone living to the other edge of the world,someone whose parfume you've never scented(and that's so importat!),someone that never gave you back what you were giving to him...i'm so sorry that you're feeling terrible and stuff,but you should try to dig into people,going over the surface not to get fucked.