Do I still Self Injure?

People often ask if I have recovered, if I still self-injure, and ask for my advice. I still get comments all the time on the very first video I posted about self-injury, but haven't really talked more about my experience since then... This video answers all those questions.

Thanks for watching.

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• xsullengirlx
• christie stewart
• self injury
• SI
• cutting
• depression
• mental illness
• mental health
• recovery
• therapy
• treatment
• anxiety
• Major Depressive Disorder
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[ajmandii]

u still have your tree up.

=]

[xsullengirlx]

I made this video back at the beginning of december... just now got around to posting it :P I take my tree down on New Year's! lol

[PrincessDisaster]

Hello,

Nice vid, again. :)

How can you make 15 min long vid, I am a director too, and I can only make 10 min long :(

[xsullengirlx]

I am not sure how it happened. Back about a year ago when I applied to be a director, they gave me the option to upload videos that were longer than 10 minutes. I know a few people who can upload videos that are longer too, but I know they don't allow that anymore, even if you sign up as a director. It sucks!

[Joj0wild]

Nickn tp I've been cutting myself for a while now it's a way to relieve stress my therapist says it releases endorphins which makes it a lot easier to deal with my problems

[nickintp]

I just don't know why people cut themselves. Hell, I'll pick up a knife and cut someone else before I even have a tiny hint of cutting myself. Is cutting yourself a cheap high? If that's the case, I rather cut someone and then have a beer. I'm just saying,....

[xmoroseguyx]

Giving up anything that has become a long term habit is very hard, but whether its smoking, alcohol, substance abuse or curbing any self harming behaviour, its starts one step (day) at a time. If you try you might surprise yourself!. also in this video as well some others you have talked about not going to these safe alternatives people sometime back, I think its best not to wonder too much about that, you just have to accept that ship has sailed and move on.

[ilikemunting]

@brokenbyben i really cant be arsed reading your bullshit comment. so ill just call you a dumb abused self harming cunt,,, next time you write a comment to me please write less to get your pointless opinion across instead of this verbal diarrhea.. fuck you very much fag

[brokenbyben]

@ilikemunting

Wow, what a way to get your point across without coming off as an asswipe. If you can't catch my sarcastic tone, I'm not surprised because you obviously aren't that bright. I can understand that you might not understand where she is coming from, but if you think she's boring, you didn't have to watch. And if you aren't interested in learning to understand what she's talking about, then she's not talking to you, you obnoxious waste of oxygen.

[ilikemunting]

I'm not surprised you cut yourself, you boring big nosed whore,

[kcdupelle]

girl, i know you probably know this, but YOU ARE NOT ALONE, and I hope you get help if/when you need it. Also, you're helping so many people... There are many who watch your videos and it helps them stay SAFE...

I hope you're safe.

[kattastik]

you mentioned not being near recovery, do u even think recovery exist?

[theothernewkid]

I know half of you may not care but I turned 13 July 30th, Ever since I was 10 people have teased me forcing me into depression I have self-injured for 3 years now and my parents don't know, I have quite a few friend because everyone says i have become a new person. I am really glad I have someone who relates to me.