64. Not a Freak, a Monster

I want to make a few things clear:

1. I don't hate my stepmother or her family, I don't hate anyone, I am simply frustrated and sad.

2. There is nothing wrong with being uneducated as in not completing high school or college, I mean socially or cuturally uneducated. Or to phrase it better I meant closed ignorance, being unwilling to learn.

3. I know that this is ends p being a rant, but I needed to get it out.

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• trans
• transgender
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• ftm
• female to male
• transman
• transguy
• freak
• igonrace
• hate
• monster

[Studio99Nashua]

Your dad should be setting the tone here...and it seems he's letting everyone else set the agenda. Tiresome.

I can't imagine that PFLAG wouldn't be a good idea. I've been thinking about hosting one in Nashua (there's no meetings in Nashua) at the Studio. Shall we talk about it? I'd talked to PFLAG awhile back but the Studio wasn't settled enough for me to be able to get it together. I've had email exchanges with Gerri, NH chapter President re: it. I'll email her again now.

[thejakski]

I would be super excited to talk to you about this. Give me a call.

[Studio99Nashua]

If things get uber-bad one of these days and you need a change of scene, we've got a guest room and a guest bath and a cozy air mattress, Jack.

Just keep telling yourself "In 4 months, will this matter? No."

[thejakski]

Thank you so much for the offer. Don't be suprised if I take you up on it one of these days.

[ThatPunkBrent]

i am sorry you are going through this shit bro...March isn't that far away just try to hang and not let it get it to you..i know it's easier said then done but you know how awesome you are and you know that once you get out of there you won't have to deal with that shit ever again...keep your head up

[thejakski]

Thanks, bro, I'll try to keep my head up :)

[TheSnowyice]

I wouldn't even bother getting worked up in the least about a waisted idiot. Your uncle or whatever needs to get a life.

[moomintroll8]

Hang in there. Take it one day at a time. One hour at a time. Breathe.

[thejakski]

Thanks, man, you are awesome. I can't wait to hang out again.

[thejakski]

I would suffocate in a suitcase, then I would have even more problems :)

[thejakski]

Ignoring them is my basic strategy right now.

[thejakski]

Thank you

[thejakski]

It's not weird to relate to someone for any reason. I feel honored!