Nothing Else Matters ~ Ch. 87 "I know."

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Song: Are You Gonna Be My Girl by Jet
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(Sean's POV)
"Run away with me." What? He wanted her to run away with him? Was this some kind of joke? She would never... right?
"Are you kidding me?" I heard Rebecca ask.
"No. I'm dead serious. I need you, Rebecca."
"Kevin, now you're talking crazy. I can't run away with you." Yes!
"But why not? We love each other. We can be happy together. Just come."

This was wrong. All of it. I was outside of the bedroom with my ear on the door, eavesdropping on their conversation. I could only hear them and it would be better if I could see them as well but this was enough. I wanted to know what would happen. "Kevin, no. I have Sean and I love him."
"Do you really?"
"Yes, I do."
"The same way you love me?"
"Kevin, you two are different people. I can't possibly love you in the same way. It's not like you two are my children."
"Which one do you love more?"
"Kevin, don't do this. The thing that matters is that I do love him and tomorrow, I will marry him." I felt glad that she was sticking by me. But deep down, I knew she was just saying that. "Kevin, after a while, this will get easier."
"No, Rebecca. This will only get harder. Waking up every morning to know that you have a husband and that I screwed everything up... that's what awaits me if you go through with this wedding." I actually felt bad for the guy. He really loved her and now he was losing her to someone else. Must suck.
"You should have thought of that before you left. Now, it's too late."
"It's never too late. We can always get back together."
"No, Kevin. We just have to face the facts. You and I will never be together again. All that time we spent together was amazing but now... we both have to move on. Believe me, you are going to meet another girl who is so much better and you guys are going to be happy."
"No, Rebecca! No girl is better than you! I will never be happy if I don't have you. I love you way too much." I could hear that he was on the verge of breaking out in tears. It actually made me sad.
"I love you too, Kevin. But this is it." Then, I heard crying and it seemed like it was coming from both of them which made me think about this.

Rebecca was obviously still in love with her ex-boyfriend. He was completely in love with her as well. He told her he would never be happy if he didn't have her. She wanted to be with him but the only thing holding her back was me. She didn't want to be unfaithful to me. She was amazing.

It hurt me to see her sad and torn up. She wanted to be with him. He was the one she really wanted to marry. She's 23 and I think she should do whatever she wants. I want her to be happy with her life and if he will make her happy, then she should be with him. Definitely.

I walked back to the room I was sleeping in. It was actually Rebecca's parents' bedroom but they let me sleep there meanwhile. I sat on the bed, thinking about all that had happened. I wanted nothing else than to marry Rebecca tomorrow. Like Kevin, I was deeply in love with her but if our marriage was just an escape from pain, how could this work?

I heard the door open and turned to see Rebecca. Her eyes were still red from the recent tears but she was trying to hide it. "Hey, Sean."
"Hey, baby. Were you crying?"
"No. Just some... allergies."
Rebecca didn't have allergies. "Okay. Come here." I opened my arms and she sat on my lap, resting her head on my chest. "You sure you're okay?"
"Yup."
"I can't wait for tomorrow. You and I are finally getting married."
"I know."
I sighed. "You should get some rest. Tomorrow is a big day."
"Okay. Goodnight."
"Night, baby." I pulled her in and kissed her but she was just kinda sitting there. I knew why... even if she didn't want me to know. I pulled away and I saw the sadness hidden in her face. I felt terrible for causing all of this. I let my arms fall to my side and she left the room.

I laid back on the bed and tried to sleep. Didn't work. I sat up and ran my hand through my hair. I loved Rebecca and I wanted her to be my wife. But so did Kevin. There was no competition. She was engaged to me and not him. I had the lead. But I knew that they were supposed to be together. She loved him more than she loved me. How can she be willing to go through with this wedding?

I closed my eyes. This was her choice. I wasn't forcing her to marry me. She could call this off but she didn't. That had to mean something. So if she wanted to do this, I wasn't going to stop her. Tomorrow, we were getting married. This was it.
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Will Rebecca go through with the wedding? Will Kevin do anything?

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[MusicJunkie0688]

okay first of all, sean is right about the this whole thing being a competition or w.e b/w him and kev, but he doesnt have the lead. js cuz he gave her the ring first doesnt means hes ahead of the game, kevs the one thts got the love from her in his hand and she has his in hers, theres no way he is gonna win...i hope :]

[grovychic2]

Wow, I loved the song! You have great song choices! But Obviously Rebecca ISN'T going to CALL off the wedding because she doesn't want Sean to know that she still has strong feelings for Kevin! But the way Sean was acting you have to feel sorry for the guy, I mean just to hear that your soon-to-be-wife still loves her ex-boyfriend has got to hurt pretty darn deep...But I loved the chapter!

[haylele]

I don't see fromwhat she was saying to the guy that really does love him instead of her husband to be? I think he's way more wrapped and interested than she is!

[internetxfreak]

oh crap i didnt know this chapter was up!! sorry, and i hope they dont get married!! kevin and rebecca should!

i already watched it

it was awesome!!!

[gelgirl101]

YES!

[argentinachika]

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

this is seriouly nerve racking..!

POOST MORE! <3

ugh..i have a feeling in my stomach that rebecca WILL marry sean..;S

[starstruck0107]

NO NO NOOOOOO! GAWD ok obviously Rebecca isnt onna call it off coz shes not like that shes gonna suffer for Sean and Sean is gonna just let her! UGH! i thought he was gonna talk to her since he heard everything! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

[DanaLovesNickJ7]

OMFJJJJ thanks loove you ((:

AHHHHHH i bet sean is going to say no or soemthing. hmm i have a gut feeling.

HOLY NUT BALLZ I AM SOOO EXCITED.

plus beign all hyper today lol.

but i got a 56 on a test :O

haha YAYAYAYA MOREEEEEE

[softballchick2197]

aww i kinda feel sorry for sean. he really seems to love rebecca.

kevin absolutely has to stop the wedding though!!

i can't wait to read your new series. i just saw the trailer and it looks awesome!!!

[kelskels4]

I loved it . Cant wait for the next episode and trailer!!!!!!!!!!!!!