Changing Shapes- My Eating Disorder

A video i made to show the effects of my Eating Disorder.
I will continue to fight this thing.
UPDATE: 2 April 2009
I am doing quite well, although i have put on weight again. I went through a long patch when i was just binging and not purging and so my weight is up again. i am not as heavy as i first was, but i am heavier than when i posted this video.
I still struggle everyday and still need to find balance. I know i cant continue gaining and losing weight all my life - and nor do i want to.
Thanks for all the comments. I will keep fighting to live healthily and not binge/purge/restrict.

UPDATE: 30 sept 2010
Still struggle with weight related issues. Still struggle with emotional eating. I do have the purging down to about once a month now.
Im on a healthy weight loss journey at the moment through pole dancing.

My other channel: http://www.youtube.com/user/starhanpc

-Hannah

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[TheSnuffy1994]

you chopped of your hair to punish yourself? Well.. it looks(/looked?) really good tho! I love it :D

[starhannahpc]

@TheSnuffy1994 :P looked pretty bad when i first did it, mum took me to the hairdressers and she cut it really short and evened it out, there were a few almost bald patches at first.

[TheNightcharge]

I am fluxuating(sp?) with my weight also. Not anorexic, and I don't want to be, but it's really starting to get to me, because I used to be a couple years back. I'm thinking about going back into therapy to stop the thoughts.

[starhannahpc]

@TheNightcharge If your worried, definitely go see someone. :) Its best to talk about things that bother us and not keep them all locked up inside.

[TweetaNova]

I think your lovely, gorgeous and I hope I might be able to meet you one day because your an inspiration to me! Whenever I'm feeling down about myself I watch your video! It gives me the strength to carry on and eat! I'm suffering ana, I relapsed around 3 years ago and its been up and down since there, but I'll get where you are one day! I promise :)

[starhannahpc]

@TweetaNova

Thanks hun :)

Keep fighting. <3

[starhannahpc]

@cryingsilenttearsxox

Im really sorry to hear you are struggling. I never claimed what i had was Anorexia. I did have an eating disorder, and it was serious. I also lost alot of weight. I was very unhealthy and had a very unhealthy mental state. I hope you are able to get help for your problems.

[carissabreanna]

I don't wanna scare you but.... there's something floating over you at 3:11! :P

[gabbiedoglover11]

Cant like losing belly fat cause Aneroxia because your flattining your belly out?

[elanasarah]

@thiebvan1 HOPE TO BE FLOW BLOWN ANA.... chose it... so ignorant wow, I feel sick.

[HelloKitty62621]

This is sad): Keep fighting(:

[alicemarshhh]

I'm fifteen and I'm suffering. The bad thing is, I don't even want to admit to myself it's getting serious. Over the past month i've lost more than a stone. I am always tired, going to bed not long past eight when i used to be able to stay up all night. My friends are so worried, and i feel so selfish when i tell them i can't stop... i just think, what if i get fat again? I'm 9andahalf stone and 5.6 so a healthy weight, but the fact ive lost it so quickly proves to me i have a problem

[SUNSHINE24ICE]

Thank you for sharing your strength and struggle you endure. Can someone tell me who sings this song. 17 years later.....Here I am again.

[medchickwannabe]

@cryingsilenttearsxox Just FYI.... I am obese by my BMI and also I am Anorexic!!! You do not have to be stick thin to be Anorexic and if you really are anorexic like you claim to be then you of all people should know that people with ana, mia, or EDNOS don't always look like they have it. It is the act of how you eat or don't eat that makes you Ana, mia or EDNOS not your size. You need to do some research!!!