"what should?" (on how ideals effect perception)

Life forms memory conforming to identity So, how I should be constructs my perceiving
If I should be good memory shows me I am better than the others who are worse just because I should be best
But if she should be good that also defines my being My role is to prove her right At least in her own speaking
I provide the evidence required for her drama I perform a function for the ego of my mama
My role's internalized I'm sincere for I believe it It can't be just a role because it is all I know
Every single memory supports that identity It's not just how I should be It's who I am
SO those who pose a threat to the way I really am well they must be neutralized for they are demons
But if the way I really am is really just a role or an identity made of how I should be
Then the whole of my past at least as I perceive it is just interpretation claiming to be truth and the same is true for you and you and you
what if there is no way of how I really am and beneath all that is who I really am
what if those demons in my past were just some roles that life constructed and all the heroes in my mind
were just some functions of deduction proving a prior conclusion of what should?


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