Hold me tight and let me cry!!!!!!!!

hey everyone!
so.i know its been like 3 months since i last posted. and i did post an update about 2 months ago. well, now, im telling you all everything.

so the last time i uploaded a chapter was i think in january. well, about 3 days after i posted, i was admitted to the hospital. actually, i was admitted to mental health. for depression.

im not going to say what i did to get admitted because thats private. so please, dont ask. i DID however, write many chapters while i was in the hospital. but its like i lost my love of writing. and i WILL continue on with the story. i just have to get better.

right now, im in therapy. right now, i just broke up with my boyfriend. this is a REALLY hard time in my life guys, and i do have a life outside of youtube.

my best friend is sam. i met him in the hospital. weve grown very very close. he even gave me my first kiss. hes helping me. a lot. even though hes a troubled teen and..does a lot of things he shouldnt id trust him with my life. and so hes helping me. so one day, i know im going to post. but guys, just understand that im trying sooo hard right now to focus on getting better. NOT my stories. i love you all, and i reallly hope you understand.

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[rockmysox155]

i'm really not trying to be offensive or anything and i totally understand that you have a life out of youtube and stuff..... but why are you telling people this? isn't all this like super private? can't you just say that you've been busy and you're sick? i totally understand that it's a tough time and all and i don't want to upset anyone, but why are you writing all you're private personal information where everyone in the world can read it?

[novelist22]

because i got sooo many messages from my last update saying omg! whats wrong! are you aneroxic, are you depressed? do you have cancer?

and i would reply saying it was personal and i didnt want everyone to know. but they all kept saying you can telll me! and kept trying to guess. thats why i did this.

[AnnaHellsing]

@novelist22

at least you didn't tell them everything, just made it subtle, I understand their concern but they don't have to flip about it. I'm sorry that happened to you though, guys can be real dicks sometimes, I would know. *hugs* sorry about the hospital thing. I know it's a dumb thing to say but if you need anyone to talk to I'm always a good ear lol and for the guy up there, no offense but she didn't give away the private private things

[doggurl013]

Its ok, i understand. I hope you get better eally soon though! =D

[rockmysox155]

well that's dumb of them. you don't live on youtube, and it's not like yur obligated to post!

[JonasBrothersFan2300]

it's ok, take your time. get better

[SeaWorld5544]

I understand (yet I'm sure you don't even know me) I hope you get better soon, and I hope Sam helps you as well. I do LOVE your story, but if you know you can't write for various reasons, then take as long as you need. :)

SeaWorld5544

[hoopz10195]

I understand....And I hope Sam helps you threw this...and with you maybe he'll even stop what ever makes him troubled!

[madison50364]

Aw, I hope you feel better. :)

[JONASLUVER15165]

aww :) I rly hope everything gets better