Schizophrenic Conversations - Wasted Time

Me playing for my friends...

Verse 1
I can see youre already gone
I can see youve moved on
I can see youre running away from me
It makes me think you never wanted me
Why did you ask me to hold on?
Why did I keep holding on?
Why did you ask me to hold on
When you wouldnt hold on yourself?

Pre-Chorus
Ive wasted so much time
Ive wasted more time
Ive wasted too much time
On you

Chorus
I wanna make you feel
I wanna show you this pain is real
I dont wanna hurt you, just make you think
About what you did to me

Verse 2
I saw in your eyes Id been deceived
I knew that you were gonna leave
Leave me here face down on the floor
You wont hurt me anymore
Why did you tell me I should stay?
Why didnt you just go away?
Why did you tell me I should stay
When you werent gonna stay yourself

Pre-Chorus

Chorus

Verse 3
The source of your lies is running out
Now that I know what theyre about
It makes me sick just thinking how
I did all this for nothing now
Why didnt I just lie to you?
Why did I have to tell the truth?
Why didnt I just lie to you
When you were lying yourself?

Pre-Chorus

Chorus

Pre-Chorus
You never wanted me to

Category:

Music

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• Schizophrenic Conversations
• Wasted Time
• Schizophrenic
• Conversations
• Wasted
• Time
• Spencer Andersen
• Spencer
• Andersen
• Burley
• Idaho
• acoustic
• project
• original

[pigeoneater13]

@blackrosesrock123 omg! it totally is! and what lovely appendages they are!

[blackrosesrock123]

hey!! that's my hand and leg! oh. and my shoe. that makes me feel special! :P

and i like this song too. it's good.

[pigeoneater13]

@candipill thanks for your comment, i'm glad you appreciate my writing!

[candipill]

This really broke my heart - I have heard these thoughts before.... its hard to deal with, when you're torn between self-preservation and love, and love is the thing that is costing you your self-preservation.