Wouldn't you miss me at all?

So many times these words have gone through my head. And each time I have so much confidence in myself that I will make it happen. But nothing ever happens. I never make a move. I'm still in this cage. And I will be until I die. But this song always helps me and gives me such a feeling of hope. Something of which I have very little of. Hope. I really thought eventually things would change and get better. But the reality is I've abandoned all hope and I will never be happy. Everything's ruined.

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[memorygirl55]

I have faved this, it is a haunting,yet somehow uplifting? I cannot decribe how it makes me feel, but the montage of wonderful dark, lightening pictures really are powerful! I understand where you come from, thankyou so much. RIP HEATH <3<3 ALWAYS in my heart..........

[madcap66laughs]

@memorygirl55 Thanks. You summarized it pretty well. It's about overcoming darkness (all the heartache in my life) and realizing that a light could shine on me again someday and that I could indeed be happy.

[Cameragirl803]

It is always good to listen to songs that help uplift you when you are feeling down. This song was new to me, but really pretty and it fit the video images so well! Wonderful job with it! Bravo!

[madcap66laughs]

@Cameragirl803 Weirdest thing thing too, how really depressing songs can actually cheer up a person as well. Anyway, thank you for the sweet comment : )

[PureExpression]

I forced myself through the madonna(?) for the awsome pics. where did u get them?

[madcap66laughs]

Lol. Actually this is and older Janet Jackson song. I actually don't recall which website I got these pics from at the moment.

[lotuszemla]

Vagabond, Your footsteps are the road nothing else... Vagabond, there is no road the road comes into existance, through walking... Through walking you make your way and looking back you see your path... (Antonio Machado)

[iEmma1974]

I suffer with depression and suicidal thoughts that i fight daily..so I can relate to how you feel. I wish you well!

[ChangingPlanet1]

love the pics u used for ur vid, nicly done well picked song! 5*****

[bbuteo]

Nice images.

[inwardcinema]

depression is a serious illness, it is not just a phrase