does this darkness have a name?

Don't expect any fancy effects in this one. I was busy focusing on emotions and such.
When I did this I had so many thoughts in my head.... And I was seriously ready to let it all out but I feel better a bit better now. No really. I'm still not feeling the awesome but it's better. Doing this video kind of helped.

ALERT RANTING AHEAD OF YOU.
I'm just so angry with myself. I have no real idea what the fuck is going on.
Honestly, I tried to distract myself from all the shit going on...Of course I couldn't go on like this forever.
I probably sound like such an idiot (what else is new?) I tried to grab the problem but I somehow failed reaching it. There's just so much stored up in my head. But realising it is not an option. Hell no, there's no freaking way I ever lose control over myself. I rarely let my personal feeling out. In fact, when I do I always feel bad afterward (you'd think one would feel better after talking about their feelings and all that, but I really don't). Ah bull, I'm not even able to be serious. I rather keep a sense of humor about it, it makes it easier sometimes.
Whenever I ask me the question "how long can I take it?" I already know the answer "Forever". There is no way in hell that I will break down, no way in hell that my skull cracks under the pressure. And even then I will still walk like nothing is going wrong, as if there was no pain. But I can't fool myself, I just can't.
And I'm freaking sick and tired of pretending. Which is the reason why I am not talking to any of my friends that much now.
I bet now you are as confused as I am. My job here is done.

Footage: dc animated stuff - yes I am that lazy
Poem: one tree hill season 3 episode 16

Category:

Film & Animation

Tags:

• batman
• does this darkness have a name
• dc
• superman
• justice league

[LadyBat2527]

I ran out of room, but what I wanted to say was to screw anyone giving you crap, if they don't like what you have to say they can cover their ears because you have a right to say it.

[FenrirsLittleSister]

@LadyBat2527 In my opinion feeling can't be "cliché" maybe common, but not cliché. I felt what I felt. I think this description is a bit rude but everyone has to decide that for themselves.

I am glad that you like this video and that it motivates you! I hope everything will work out and that you can do what you want to do. Everyone should voice their opinion and not take crap from anyone, on long-terms it makes life easier.

[Rainyhart]

This video is really well edited, you did an amazing job on it.

- sorry about the things going on for you right now, it's not great, at all. And I may not know you that well but I do know that things will hopefully get better for you in time. Because it hate to see you sad :(.

[FenrirsLittleSister]

@Rainyhart thanks, it's really nice of you to care x3

[GraysonBabs4eva]

For a start, the video is amazing.

Secondly- I may not know how you're feeling, but I can relate. Thats how I felt for the last half a year up untill recently.

So you're not alone :)

[FenrirsLittleSister]

@GraysonBabs4eva thank you x3 And also thanks for sharing that. I hope everything is going better for you now!

[yasminraven]

I love This vib :) <3

[ForeverWhelmed]

I have no words, it take so much talent to bring someone to tears in only 1 minute and 33 seconds. It was beyond beautiful and touching.

[CrazyAcornOMG]

My God, this is beautiful... I've got tears in my eyes right now. This is just... wow. Incredible editing. You should be so, SO proud of this. <3

[malakai2012]

hmm had no idea one tree hill actually produced anything good. huh, the more you know i guess

[LadyBat2527]

@FenrirsLittleSister well what I meant by cliched is that I'm not going to throw any cliched statements at you not that what you said was cliched, I don't know if that made sense in what I wrote? Well anyway yea I'm definitely trying to live my life, trying.

[LadyBat2527]

I've been watching this video for the past two days; this was the first time I read what you wrote in the description. None of those trite, cliched statements and feelings...honestly....for me...I feel like I'm trying to keep my head above water when I never learned how to swim, but like I had in my last comment, this video was a catharsis and it really motivates me to follow my passions in life. To hell with what others want from me, this is my life, I know what it's meant to do in this world.

[LadyBat2527]

That was incredible, I don't even know what to say...it touches something in the soul, it's...a catharsis

Beautiful.

[161Roxi]

That was beautiful. It speaks to everyone, fictional or no. Thank you for doing this.