goodbye son daddy loves you :( 6

oh boy i don't regret going out with you mum one bit i liked it the good times were so good running round happy and everything it just I'm so hurt so fucking hurt
see what i mean about cheating is promoted a song came out in the charts called i kissed a girl and i liked it lesbian cheating on boyfriends still cheating as though its a good thing whatever
did i let her slip through my fingers i don't know what i could of done i always new i wasn't right for her but whatever i never felt good enough and well i wasn't was i
feeling so sick and cut up i sent a message to your mums cousons nick and ruth and someone called ian perridge to tell them to tell your grandma and grandad to look after your mum cus she might be upset at the moment iv got a feeling shes probably more glad shes got away from me shes blocked me on facebook so i cant contact anyone else but i wasnt going to im so glad i couldnt get into her page it would of cut me deeper to see whatever it may have been on there
i just watched pinks family portrait and you need to know it was never this way we never argued or nothing mate it would never of been like that between us
we were supposed to of got some propper photographs done for your birthday but that was just a lie from your mum maybe but i couldn't bear to look at them now anyway iv had to take down all the photos of you and her its killing me I'm taking her ring off i haven't yet because its been on my hand for so long it feels uncomfortable not to ware it ill put it in a box with all the stuff from your mum cards n whatever for you if you ever want it i did draw a large picture of your mum once i hope she kept it to show you
today i took off the ring your mum baught me it hurt me to take it off but what can i do i couldnt keep it on i hope she is happy and never looks back and always loves you

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