We'll Be Together Chapter 41 Falling to Pieces

VICTORIA'S POV:
"Vic, I'm so sorry." Nick's voice echoed far away while I was stunned. He mumbled some words, but I wasn't paying attention - I couldn't.

I was feeling so dreadful. Inside me only a hollow space was left. Somehow managed to destroy the most impossible and incredible thing I've ever built. Not only talking about myself, but Bill...

I obviously knew about how the love subject was utterly present on his values and integrity. And I simply blow with everything. Just because of my childish and stupid ideia. Bill has been waiting for his soul mate for years, and the damage I've caused could be irreversible. I'm a monster.

I needed to do something. But I had no where and no one to run to. I could call him -- but he wouldn't answer. I just can't sit here arms-folded while I regret for the rest of my life.

"Vic, are you actually listening to me?"

"Nick..."

"OH, thanks God. I thought you were in some kind of coma or something --" I kind of interrupt him.

"...what can I do? I mean, what should I do?" The sound of my voice comes out lower than I expected. Seems more like a whisper.

Nick sighs and closes his eyes for a moment. He opens and wrapps his armas around me as he says "Come over here, it's gonna be fine. We'll find some way out of this missunderstood."

I hold him tight, as if this would mae my pain go away. And I feel that the Nick I once met in Germany was back...

BILL'S POV:
"Hey!" Tom greeted excited. "Where is she?" He asks as he realizes she's not with me.

"What happened, Bill?" Georg approaches. "You're face have been better..."

"She's a lie." I answer shortly, staring into nothing.

"Oh, man..." Gustav comented almost whispering.
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"Bill, you have two options." Tom sat down in front of me. "You can come out tonight with me and the guys and get back to your soul-mate-endless-search," he pauses and continues "or you can pick up that phone, call her and try to talk, to... I don't know, clear things up."

"Tom, I..." I sigh. "I'm not like you. I'm... I don't really know what to say" I cradle my head in my hands for a moment. "I mean, my mind is freaking messed up."

Tom moaned. "Okay, set your thoughts and do whatever you want. But make sure of your choices. We all just want you to be happy." He lifts up and leaves.

I throw myself on the bed and cover my head with a pillow. I hear Tom talking to the guys on the outside.

"Really, I don't even know her and somehow I know that she's the one who can make him feel better, who can make him happy again. I don't even know her and I'm already mad at her. How's that possible, dude?" Tom says.

I groan and reffuse to think about his words, because they would bring me her words.

But no matter how hard I tried. The grief inside me was all over my body -- it was too strong. I wondered if it was just a huge deception... or was it beacause I really loved Victoria? But she lied, she lied to me! She pretended all this time! And now, where I was going to find a girl like her?

I just couldn't take it. I felt sick and her image was all around. Everything remembered her. I stood and took a pill. So at least I could sleep. Sleep deeply... and maybe never wake up again.
TBC

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[vampire4ever06]

amazing chapter!! luved it!!