My Apology (Preview)
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Uploaded by knhorsegirl on Dec 26, 2010
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Ok so , I'm probably going to end up telling the whole story in the description, but I don't think anyone cares :) At like the end of July (more like beginning of August actually,) my dad got laid off of his job that he had been working for 25-30 years. That was a wake-up call for me, and it made me think a lot. I started thinking about my 2 favorite loves: music and horses. And by that, I mean that was what I was going to be stuck with for the rest of my life. Something was just telling me that I needed to choose between either or. To this day, I still don't know what that thing is; but anyways, I finally came to a decision with music. So I stopped going to the barn. I thought I was happy and loving my life, but then my friends from Bridges Equestrian started asking where I had gone. I had always told them I was going to come back, but I never kept that promise to myself. I had all these things planned out for me in terms of music. I was going to be in all the symphonies I loved, all the scholarships would get me anywhere I wanted to go, and I loved it. But then. it all started going downhill really fast. I was getting kicked out of every audition, and I was completely humiliated with myself. I started feeling like nobody cared about me anymore. During one of my worst days, my friend Brooke (MrLoofersrocks) sent me a simple wall post on Facebook: "truth is i havent seen u in forever! and i miss u." That totally put me into like full-on like sobbing. I didn't want to admit it: but I thought (slash think) I made the worst decision by getting rid of the barn. To this day, I want to go back. Music is a hobby for me but I think riding is where my destiny lies. So to those who ride at Bridges Equestrian, the constant texts and facebook updates about where I am and they want me back, I miss you too. I really do. AND I want to come back. Thank you and big hugs when I come back to Bridges Equestrian, for good. :)
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hi, there, you sound just like me :). I am a classically trained violinist, violaist, pianist and singer. My dad was a farrier and wanted me to follow music as no money in horses. I had a place with the bbc philomonic orchestra. However, I chose horses. Sometimes I wonder what if I hadnt. But I have never regretted my decision. Dont get yourself down about it. If you want to go back to the stables, sorry barn lol. Then do so. If they are true friends, they wont hold it against you. Good luck. xx
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