Erika Ruchel

My Name is Erika. call me whatever you want ... I'll just call you jealous. whatever helps you sleep at night. Im a Gorgeous mix of Indian,Irish, German. and probably more i dont know about lol I'm twenty-Three years Young... I have the most Gorgeous daughter i could ever ask for♥ I Have 2 Tattoos & 7 Piercings ♥♥ I was born and raised in So Cal. My friends are amazing... Family means .. everything.. to me. -No Haley's daddy isn't involved in our life. He pretends she doesn't exist..- Better for me & her..He's Immature/Psycho.. There are so many things in life that I want to accomplish... and there's no way in HELL that I will ever let another human being get in my way of what I want. I'm complicated, yet easily understandable. I'm inpatient, but firm in my beliefs. I have a good heart. If I give respect, I expect to be respected in return. I'm adapt to others feelings, and will back my friends 'til death do us part. I have goals. I'm no longer looking for something to save me. I figured out how to save myself. I'm motivated, strong, and extroverted. I'm out for the best of the world, and poetic. I'm bitchy, but sweet. I'm loving. I'm the best of all worlds. I forgive but never forget. I won't be used. I won't be scorn. I won't go to bed angry. I've learned to let go of the things that don't matter. I take things in black and white, yet savor the gray area. I can't stand change, but I can't live without it. I'm a mess but I'm happy. I won't give up on a person, but I'll be the first one to say you're on your own. I'm mixed up, yet clear. I'm ready to take on the world. ..I want it all. .. . Smart . Care's for God. Don't care if you like me or not . Non-judgmental . I come off real strong and you may not get along with me but it only takes time to know that I'm real chill . you will never find a Love like mine but yet it takes a'lot to get mine . I'd rather make money then to go out . partying is gets kinda old sometimes . clubs are the scene . and im the New edition . don't try to get at me i wont write back . Simple Lady Just Not dumb . Does; not believe in dreams cuz you can make it reality . Picky . Really Honest . speaks the truth a lot & tells people how it is , rather it gets me in trouble or not . Goals are my Focus . Music is my Life . . Independent to thee ;Maxxxx . I'm Me & no one will change that. I'm full of indifference. My specialty is shock and wonder I'm contradicting and always changing my mind. I don't believe in hearsay. It's a waste of my time. I'm not confrontational, I avoid it at all costs. This little town will never settle with me, I've got to many dreams. I'm hopeful and driven. I'm odd but never strange. I'm a new species of human, no one compares to me in a positive nor negative fashion. I respect the people around me. I'm caring, loving and thoughtful. I give more than I get and that's quite alright with me. I'm hated yet I have no hatred. I'm loved by some and underestimated by thousands. I'll improve you life, weather it be slight or extravagant. Treat me like a human being and I'll do the same in return. My exterior appeal is always changes, my internal being is never altered. I'm the person I've always been. I try to learn from my mistakes but i always end up creating more. I'm not great with words, I confuse myself and come off opposite of which I try to portray. I have a soiled mind .. to some im a bad influence, others i'm an experience of a lifetime. I don't settle for less. I shoot for the moon either way I'll land on a star. I go for the unknown and the impossible. I'm not influenced by those around me. Your opinions are merely suggestions. I've been hurt and let down but I always seem to find away to regain my composure and continue on. The problems that I come in contact with on a day to day basis are just obstacles that I overcome to get to my happy ending. Nothing you say or do will break me. I'm stronger than you and will dominate your willpower to break me. I say thank you to those who have stood me up, left me, gave up or screwed me over. You've made me the person I am today and that person is now invincible. I know those who I can trust and those who are truly here for me. Lastly, I'm happy and kind. Understanding and never deceiving.




God has a plan for my life... it may not always line up with what I HAVE planned, but I believe in learning from life's experiences... good, bad, or indifferent. I believe in taking chances... but NOT giving second chances. I believe in forgiving but not forgetting. I believe there's a reason why some people are in my past and didn't make it to my future. I believe in putting my heart into everything I do... literally Everything I do. I believe talk is cheap and Actions speak louder than WORDS.
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[johngrimm7]

You are gorgeous. Chase your dreams,let nothing stop you. You'll get there one day.

[mexicandude1011]

dam girl lookin nice