Published on Aug 12, 2012
This video is for someone who is very important to me. Someone who has impacted me so much and has made me who I am today. I have not seen her or had any contact with her for 6 whole years and I miss her so much. Everyday I wish she was still here but things just don't work that way. I lost her to anger and someone elses hatred. But I guess that's what happens in a divorce. When the parents decide to split, the kids have no other choice. For years I have blamed myself for losing her and not trying to contact her. But I had no way of doing so and I wasn't allowed to anyway. I could only wonder if she remembers me or even cares about me the way she used to. I know that I still do. No matter what, she will always be my step sister even if we aren't anymore. I miss you so much.
Every movie I used in this video has a purpose to me. Each of these movies has such sentimental value and tell there own story of memories. For years I was unable to watch them because just the feelings I would get by doing so would make me feel sick and miss the old times even more. But once I found this community, I started watching them again and learned I'm not alone and now I've got some pretty amazing friends that I don't know what I would do without both on here and in real life. That's why I edit with certain movies in this video. I did use The Care Bear Movie in this, I won't be using it again. And I must say, it was hell just to get a hold of it :P So please don't ask how I did because I honestly don't even remember XD
Alright, now that I managed to put myself in a better mood I'll finish this description. I'm sorry for the inactivity. I mean it. I've been so busy I can't even..... *dies* I've been up to:
*driving (got my permit)
*Disney choir rehearsal for Candlelight Procession in Epcot
*mental preparation for my wisdom teeth surgery
and just overall computer freezing and lack of inspiration. I now have so many videos to work on and GAAH!! I'm just so busy. So yeah, don't worry guys. I'm not in a deep dark depression, I've just always thought this song would make a great video to express some inner emotions that I don't always like to let out :) And I hope you all like this too. Oh! And BTW, thanks soooooo much for 580 subscribers :D I send my greatest thanks to all of you :3
Song: "Somewhere Only We Know" (c) Keane
101 Dalmatians 2
The Lion King 1,2
The Care Bear Movie: Introducing the Care Bear Cousins (1985)
Lady and the Tramp 1,2
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