I L o v e you

Please pause and read. ( i hope the quality gets better... youtube killed it when i uploaded it)

Update: I am reading every comment, message, and comments on my wall i promise! I am trying to at least give a thank you to everybody. Just hard to find time! THANK you to everybody
I made this video after watching this movie when i couldn't sleep last night, and got motivated to make a video after hearing this part of the audio. Take it from the perspective of Marcus saying this to me, because i feel like this is exactly what he is telling me. I didn't want to edit the clips to much because they take away the beauty of them.

I have been having a very hard time this past week dealing with the loss of my amazing partner. The first 2 weeks i was more shocked than sad, and now the grieving has really started. I miss this horse so much, and thought that loosing Sox was terrible, but didn't know that i could possibly hurt this badly. Im not going to sit here and lie to you that i have been strong, i was strong during the three weeks marcus was battling for his life, but now am so weak and broken from loosing him. I know God has a plan for me, and this is all happening for a reason, i'm just ready for that reason to appear to help me through this grieving process. But i know one of those reasons was bringing me and my good friend Dianna (youtube :superdi003) back together. I can't thank you all enough for the support, bible verses, and sweet things you have messaged me, left a comment on a video, and a comment on my profile. I promise i read every single one just dont have time to respond to all of them. I'm sorry if this video isn't meaningful to you, but this video means a heck of a lot to me. I want to challenge all of you to take a step back and realize how thankful you are to have your horse, whether it is your own or someone else's. Because i never thought this would happen to Marcus, and i wish i could go back and appreciate every day, hour, and minute i had with him.

Love you Marcus Maker Man, know that i will always love you.

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[itsalongshot92]

whenever i get upset or struggle with something i remember this :The LORD is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer; my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge. He is my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold. Psalm 18:2

[eventing101]

@itsalongshot92 i love that verse <3 thank you!

[itsalongshot92]

i cant say i know what your going threw because i dont, ive never owned a horse and the only one i had connection with, which wasnt nearly as close and you and your horses, has been sold which totally different. i feel for you & im very sorry of what has been happening. your videos of your journey has brought joy, laughter, and tears to me :)

[eventing101]

@itsalongshot92 Thank you <3

[KiraNRC3]

january 21 i lost my best friend she passed away after an extremely difficult battle with cancer, we both shared a love for horses and did everything together there are times when I go to the barn and I see our memories every step I take. But I just wanted to say don't give up don't lose faith even though you are suffering a huge loss. I won't say it gets better or time heals wounds but you need to continue doing what you love otherwise you will never find true happiness again. <3

[eventing101]

@KiraNRC3 oh my i am so so sorry about your friend. <3 Thank you for taking time to leave me such a sweet and encouraging comment.

[runningXfree]

If I cry this much about your videos when your best friends died. I dont want to imagine how I will be int he future when something happens to my horses. All I know is when people say that horseback riding isnt a team sport they are wrong, it is a team sport. you are doing something that you love with your best friend. you hurt more than you would if you lost your dog or cat because of this strong bond<3

[Sebras99]

Please don't stop making videos!! I don't know how it feels to loose your best friend, but I do know that I'll cry for weeks when I loose my pony, I love him so much, just like you loved Marcus and Sox. Please don't stop making videos!!

RIP Sox and Marcus

[highandmighty101]

Made me cry...THAT HAS NEVER HAPPENED:,) uh-mazing, breath taking, incredible.-3

[777cowgirl]

moved me to tears!

[Horsesyou2me]

<3

[beowulf229]

I don't think that i have ever seen a video on youtube that hasever made me cry... i fully understand how you feel. Those lines hit a soft spot in my heart. I lost two amazing horses in the past...One from a fractured hock and one from a fractured spine... i do promise you that it gets better. Slowly though.. it takes time to heal and to fall in love again... i have fallen in love again... 11 year old OTTB... i love him with all my soul... I only hope the same can happen to u too.

~Beowulf229

[horsewolflover6776]

Absolutely one of the best horse videos yet...beautiful...amazing...wh­y do you have to make me cry?!? why?!? ;) im still praying for you and marcus every day...i hope things will eventually get better for you because i know its not easy getting over these things at all.

p.s i love you and marcus ;) <3 horsewolflover6776

[eventingandbeyond]

I just wanted to say, this is an amazing video, and i really think it makes people realise that every cloud has a silver lining - everything bad, has a good reason why it happened. I resently lost my best friend - banjo, and i think the hardest thing to pull through is that he wont be in the paddock visible to me, but the bigeest thing we all must remember, they are still there - just playing hide and seek.

I hope you are okay, you aren't alone in this world, remember that to. xx <3

[eyehartbirdie]

I know how it feels. I just lost my amazing thouroghbreed on saturday due to a bone infection. And everytime i think about him i cry because i miss him so much. I have been hearing the same thing from everyone about how sorry they are and that it will be ok. I know that. But that doesn't take away from the hurt, or sadness, the pain and almost loneliness. He was my world, and my heart and soul. I have pictures of him next to my bed so i can say good night to him before i go to sleep. I loved him

[GraceandLolly]

@swygert321 i like to think of it as though they disliked because they disliked and felt sad about the situation rather than being insensitive and not liking the video (i know thats probably not why but atleast it seems nicer!)♥