I feel like i live life in phases, this is me talking about the anxiety i am feeling at home and how i control my relationships with ridiculous time lines in order to trust people.
I use to have severe anxiety on the bus. i always wonder what others are thinking of me. or i was afraid that people would think that i would steal from them. it was pretty weird. but i got out of it. I think it was cos i had severe low esteem that i didn't think much of my self cos of bad relationships etc... feeling unloved and not worth anything. but when i started getting good esteem by learning to love my self and be confident that anxiety just left me.
I deal a lot with trust issues as well. There's always a certain question in my mind of "will I let them down, or will they let me down?". I rarely think about friendships as being stable..they are more or less "phases", like you said. Great video :)
I use to have severe anxiety on the bus. i always wonder what others are thinking of me. or i was afraid that people would think that i would steal from them. it was pretty weird. but i got out of it. I think it was cos i had severe low esteem that i didn't think much of my self cos of bad relationships etc... feeling unloved and not worth anything. but when i started getting good esteem by learning to love my self and be confident that anxiety just left me.
goddessdianamoon 3 months ago
I deal a lot with trust issues as well. There's always a certain question in my mind of "will I let them down, or will they let me down?". I rarely think about friendships as being stable..they are more or less "phases", like you said. Great video :)
laurelisavantgarde 1 year ago