Discovering A Dream: Chapter 5 Part 3

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"Why'd you move away?" I asked, watching his face. His eyes seemed to glaze over as something hurtful came into his mind.
"You have no idea what it was like." he muttered, his voice barely audiable.
"What, what was like? Tell me." I asked.
"You were gone for two months. It wasn't like when we were on tour. I couldn't speak to you, I couldn't hold you. There wasn't even a deffinate end to when I would see you again."
"Joe, I didn't do it on purpose, how can you blame me!" I wailed.
"That's the thing Car. I don't blame you, I blame myself."
"Joe, don't be like this."
"Don't be like what!" he snapped. "You don't know me. I'm just a stranger to you."
"Joe." I sobbed, tears spilling from my eyes. "Look at me!" I yelled.

He shifted in his position and our eyes locked.

"You're not a stranger to me. Those two months I was gone, you weren't. You were in every one of my dreams." I explained. "I feel so strongly connected to you, that you were with my every hour of those two months." I cried, heaving from the pressure in my chest.

Joe soon moved towards me and wrapped me into his arms. He pressed my face into his shoulder as I released all the pain and terror from those two months of sollitude.

"I'm so sorry Carson." he apoligised. "I was just so angry at myself!"
"Don't blame yourself Joe, I don't." I whispered.

I slowly kissed his lips, while he rocked me back and forth. He didn't kiss back, just enjoyed what he was given. We remained in each others arms, him stroking my hair gently.

"This can't be happening to me-"
"This is just a dream." I finished.
"You heard that?" he asked, curiously, turning me to face him.
"You know that?" I asked, confused. "You sang it to me in my dreams, just before I woke up from the coma."
"I wrote you that song as a goodbye. I sang it to you the last time I visited you in hospital."
"You saved me Joseph." I sighed.
"Glad I could help."

I think I finally realised why I was attracted to Joe. He was incredabley sweet and cute of course, but it was his sensativity and the way he looked at me. The commitment he had and the hope that something would work out. He was so protective and I loved how I was feeling right at this moment.

Nick's POV

Me and Riley were sat outside in the sun, talking casually.

"I think Kevin's gonna be pissed." I sighed.
"Why?"
"Joe and I sorta convinced him to propose again. Now I see it was a bad decision."
"Ohh, Nick. You can't blame yourself." she comforted, placing her hand onto mine.
"I just feel bad for him, you know. Hayley loves him, yet she won't marry him. It's just so complicated."
"I'm glad we don't have to deal with anything like that." she mused, instantly regretting her words. "I'm sorry.." she stuttered.
"It's fine. We'll get through it, somehow. I won't be with out you Riles. My world just doesn't exist."

We sat in each others company, not saying anything and just enjoying the moment, not knowing if they were limited.

"NICK! KEVIN!"
"Sounds like sombody wants you." Riley joked.

We both walked into the house, in search of the noise.

"Nick, eventually." Joe scolded. "Keep me waiting, don't you."
"What are you talking about Joe?" I asked.
"Carson heard the song I wrote her!" he declared, smiling proudly.
"Wait, what song?" Hayley asked.
"When I was in a coma Rick sang me a song, which happened to be exactly the same as the one Joe wrote me." Carson explained.
"That's freaky!" I shivered.
"Romantic." Joe contradicted. "She heard me all along." he beamed, kissing Carson's cheek.
"Your just letting him do that?" I asked her.
"Why not?" she giggled. "He is kinda cute."
"Nick you idiot, she remembers me. Or parts of me." Joe laughed. "Life is just awesome at the moment!" he yelled, spinning in circles, taking Carson along for the ride.
"Calm down Joe." she said, planting her feet on the ground. "What's going on with you guys?" she asked, concerned for the sudden silence.

We all plonked down onto sofa's so we could inform her of everything she'd missed, while being comatosed.

And boy did she miss alot, haha! Yep, I'm stopping!
Soo, vacation is officially O-V-E-R!
I'm hitting the shops tomorrow, now my business coursework is compleated! And then a hard ass day of English revision...also known as reading a magazine :D

Yepp, in this weeks issue of Kerrang!, a music magazine, Trace Cyrus was interviewed. He likes dark hair and brown eyes in a girl! Which is basically me :D Cloud nine or what?!
I'm soo pissed that Matt Giraud was saved on Idol! If Adam leaves next week, Simon shall be hearing from me!

COMMENT!

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• joe
• nick
• kevin
• carson
• riley
• hayley

[MartuXa16]

OMG, she remembers Joe!! YaY, my day is complete now!!! (dramatic much?! lol)

Wow, this chapter left me speechless (and that's really unbelievable 'cos I always talk too much! Like now!)

I simply LOVED IT!!!

I still feel so bad for Kevin, well and for Nick and Riley too!!!

I need more!!! I want more!!!

Definitely cloud nine!!! haha!!!

Girl, you ROCK!!!

XX

-Marta

[rockerkat]

Glad I could complete your day :D

I just lurrvee reading your comments! They always make me happy, and uber excited!

Cloud nine is deffinetley the place to be right now.

x

[briontube]

Trust me Adam won't leave. We love him so much that we vote for him like a million times. I want Lil to leave. lol. Joe has to stop blaming himself. Well anyways, post more sooooon!!!!!

[rockerkat]

I don't like Lil' either. Every week she comes out with a boringg performance, she's like a lost puppy!

[Valleygal729]

haha that was great! I can't wait for more! and if adam or kris leaves, I'm gonna be kicking some tush=D haha

[xthankyougravityx]

of course you had to stop there! i can't wait to know what she missed this story is awesome. i love it so much! please post more soon.

[chaserocks94]

You gotta post soon!!!!!!!!!!! I love this story so much!!!! I think you should do a marathon!

[TrixAre4Rabbits]

LOVE IT!!!!!

[JessiluvsJB19]

I LOVE ADAM

pissed that Matt was saved

He not that gr8

[CBisAjbFAN4ever]

awesome chapter!!!

i heard bout trace cyrus's interview in that magazine coz i wlkd into my friend (who is obsessed with him) in asda and she had the magazine lol!!!!

i still need 2 write my history essay and finish my english coursework :S

[jadealexmorgan]

If Adam leaves then we should all boycott lol! He is the best one!

and this chapter was so cute! I am glad that she is starting to remember him again! :D

[ShexyReject]

LOVED IT!!!!!!!

[opbwithapples96]

OMGG

moreee pleaseee!!!

[mariaij18]

loved it!! and yay!! everyone's happy again :]