ANASARCA - if only..

[based on IF ONLY : by Christina M. Riggs]
Here I sit in my cell
Plain white, stone cold walls.
All alone with my thoughts, memories
and my regrets to keep me company.
WISHING ONLY IF . . .
Dreaming of holding my babies,
hearing their tiny voices and laughter.
Watching them grow up.
Dreaming I could see and touch
my Mom without the glass.
IF ONLY . . .
IF ONLY . . .
I HAD REACHED OUT!
Dreaming of feeling wet grass on bare feet.
The sun on my face, wind in my hair.
Watching the stars
Feeling peace, hope, happiness, and belonging
IF ONLY . . . I' D REACHED OUT!
Reality, I' m alone on DEATH ROW.
With no sense of hope, peace, or happiness.
Day in, day out, I relive my failures, regrets
And that terrible night, knowing I'm
to blame for losing my babies.
Realizing that what I dream of most
Could have been reality for me
Could have been reality for them
IF ONLY . . . I' D REACHED OUT!
Here I sit in my cell
Plain white, stone cold walls.
All alone with my thoughts, memories
and my regrets to keep me company.
WISHING ONLY IF . . .
I 'D REACHED OUT!

Category:

Music

Tags:

• anasarca
• death
• metal
• grindcore
• straight
• hedge
• stoner
• first
• world
• grind

[1J9T8S8]

Got any live footage of this band?

[hirbelwirbel]

@1J9T8S8 YA MANN - I DO ! Collected everything, but on VHS-system. Dunno how to convert, need a oldSchool VIDEOplayer . We toured quite early in 1998, so there are no YoutubeUploads from anybody, but I'll make sure to convert that shyte as soon as possible !

[hirbelwirbel]

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