[I knew this was the most stupid and reckless thing I had ever done. The thought made me smile. The pain was already easing, as if my body knew that Edward's voice was seconds away]
"Don't do this"
"You wanted me to be human....well watch me."
"Please. For me."
"But you won't stay with me any other way"
"Fight! Damnit, Bella keep fighting!"
"WHY?!"
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"Goodbye, I love you, was my last thought"
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Story-
BELLA'S POV)
It had been four months since he left me here....all alone. I can not tell you how many times I have had to injure myself through knives and pills, just to live without him. The sound of his voice.....the smell that only he owned. It has haunted me for much too long. I can't take this anymore! I belong with him! Why can't he see that.....
Everytime I put myself in danger....I see him the most. I can't describe it but when I hurt myself, or if I plan to...it is like he is standing right there. So I have decided that if danger is the only way. Suicide will bring me the closest.
Jacob is here trying his best for me but he only makes it worse. I feel almost betrayel when I stand next to him....so now I am running. Running to my immediate and sudden death. The cliff is where this will take place......and into the rocky waters I will plummet. Of course now his voice is ringing more than ever....it is telling me to stop. But the deeper I am plunging now....the more his face becomes clear. As I drift off to death, He is there right next to me. But as I close my eyes...something pulls me away from him once more.....
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oh around :39 its hard to here my bad-
Bella says I belong with you but I echoed it without replaying so it sounds like i belong here....which would not make sense XD
All quotes from above are from new moon^^
So enjoy the depressing-ness o-o
what is this song? I recognize it
rshillito 2 years ago
running up that hill - placebo
Kairi13Lawliet 2 years ago
It's originally written by Kate Bush in the 80's.... beautiful video :D
Crimsoncharmedcheeks 2 years ago
wow o-o...learn something new everyday lolz. I had no idea that their song was a cover o.O
Thank you =D
Kairi13Lawliet 2 years ago
twilght series rocks
powerblock5 2 years ago
yepp :)
Kairi13Lawliet 2 years ago