A strange composition copyrighted by me and a strange little video when all I wanted to do was to disappear with my guitar...when it came down to making the video, in life and in making the video, I couldn't take it (my guitar) with me....hmm?
Perhaps a lesson in life and how we should live? This was made in 2000 and 6 years later, I am still here...I am not leaving without my Martin...of course I will, but not by choice, dangit! This was originally composed, musically and with video as a suicide note, but again, I am still here and I urge any anyone who feels they are vanishing, turning invisible and feel they should disappear? Reconsider..life may not be that much greater the next morning when you get out of bed? And then you say, "why did I even wake up?" Well, there are miracles every day...
Remember this, What you look for is what you find...seek the light, the bright..and even then you may stumble. One can never truly vanish unless by self or Spirit..whatever your faith is.
I hope my near-vanishing of self will inspire others to hang around. There is always something new around the corner and it is what we make of it.
I love your video. It's very serene, yet beautiful!
SweetSpot70 5 years ago
Thanks! It is a strange little thing from a strange time in my life. Thanks for adding to your favorites. Love your page, BTW. Haven't been on here in awhile so sorry for the delay.
bentlizard 4 years ago