Built to Last Chapter 20

Okay this is post number two...I'm so pissed, I uploaded Thursday and the video never loaded. Sorry for the wait youtube is just trying to make me look bad...here is attempt number two....

Scarlet's P.O.V.

“Is she awake?”
“What happened?”
“Scarlet? Baby?”
These voices swirl around my pounding head. I open my eyes and see a crowd of people starring at me. I close my eyes tight and count to three before opening them again. They we're all still there, damn. I try to think back to what got me here.
“Are you okay?” That's Nick's voice. It call comes flowing back to me.
“One month.” I whisper. Nick leans forward looking concerned.
“What baby?” But I don't answer because he heard me the first time, I get off the floor and rub my head. One month, that's how long I had until they we're going to attempt the experimental surgery, the experimental surgery that hadn't helped anyone. The one that killed the sixteen people they have tried it on. I basically signed my own death papers.
I didn't want to speak, I let everyone work around me and I just took in my surroundings. I had felt so good after I heard Nick sing, it's funny how something always had to snap me back into the cruel reality of my life.
Soon enough we left the hospital, we stopped and got some Starbucks, I was still quiet. Nick ordered me my favorite and we sat down. He gave up trying to talk to me a while ago. We sit there and he just hold my hand, being supportive, while still letting me be me. We sit in silence until I could no longer take it.
“What the fuck am I doing?” My voice is low. The look on Nick's face is surprised that I spoke. “I could only have 30 days left. 30 days! And here I am sitting here with the man I love, saying nothing, wasting away what could be the rest of my life not talking!” Emotions rise in me and Nick still looks stunned.
“Don't say that you'll get the surgery and-”
“Nick get real!” I'm surprised by my own voice being raised. “Let's not talk about it now. Hell, let's not talk about it later. I just want to live. Can you help me with that? Help me live.” Nick pulled me into a tight hug.
“Of course I can do that for you.” I dissolve into tears on the table. “Nick what am I suppose to do?” My voice is barely a whisper and is coated with sadness and unidentifiable emotions. “Do I cash in on my only chance of living at the risk of dying or do I just wait until there's nothing more they can do?” My tears turn to sobs. “Why me, of everyone in this world why me?”
“Why not you baby? Think of this, God did this to you for a reason. When you beat this thing your going to be better for good. Your going to be a spokesperson for illnesses everywhere. Your going to raise money and help so many people. Your in the position of so much power and baby I know your going to do this I know you can make it through this.” Tears start to well up in his eyes too. “All I do is cry anymore, he says with a stifled laugh trying to lighten the mood as he wipes his eyes. He grabs my hand tight. “I'm not ready for you to leave me yet, and I know with that your not going anywhere.”
For some reason I believe him. If a doctor would have said it or a nurse would have said it I would have laughed in their faces. But the way Nick just said it to me made my heart melt. Here his is, my soul mate and I know he's here for me. And that is enough to make me decide.
“I'm going to do it. And I will survive.”

Nick's P.O.V.

Thank God she's going to do it. For a moment I was scared. With all of her talk about living, I thought she was going to give her life away. I'm nothing with out her. I need her to stand beside me and I need to stand beside her. We're going to make it through this, I know we are. There was never a doubt in my mind. I will stay strong for her, we all will. I grab her and and we stand walking out of the coffee place. It's time to get my baby home, and get her ready to start really living again.

Category:

Entertainment

Tags:

• Jonas
• Brothers
• FanFic
• Built
• to
• Last
• OneTrueMedia

[dacb36]

great series i hope she gets through this and doesn't die

[mickeyminnie93]

Awwwh...Nick is so sweet and caring for her:)

Loved it!!!

[xSabrinaCruz13x]

Luv it.