If We Kiss... A Jonas Brothers Story. Chapter 77

Don't forget to read part two of 76, I'm uploading them after each other, so you might've missed it.
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[Flashback]
They’re downstairs again. Fighting about the divorce. Like they always do… I wish she’d just leave already. She’s never done anything good for daddy and me. It’s not like she’s ever home anyway. I sigh and wipe the tears from my cheeks. I stare at the bottle of alcohol in front of me. I don’t even bother pouring it into a glass. I bring the bottle to my lips and hesitate. I stumble over to my door and hit the ground hard before I reach it. I turn around to find the culprit that caused my fall. I pick up the empty bottle of wine and groan. I stand up and steady myself before I move again, preventing another tumble. I finally reach my door and turn the ancient key around in the lock. Huh, it was already locked… I sigh and before I realize it, I’m on my bed, cradling the bottle of alcohol in my arms. Once again, I put the bottle to my lips. This time I don’t hesitate. I let the liquid flow into my mouth and down my throat quickly. First when I did this, I’d gag from the taste. Now, it’s grown on me. I let my throat burn and cringe like I still do every time. By now, I let the tears fall freely down my cheeks. I glance at a picture of Brooke and me when we were five. Inseparable even at that age. I feel a pang of guilt and look away from the photo. To get rid of the feeling, I put the bottle to my lips once again, forcing more alcohol down. I don’t even bother wiping the tears anymore. I’m in my own room, I can do whatever the hell I want! My mother and daddy know better than to come in here. Brooke still barges in on my occasionally. First it was so I wouldn’t be tempted to drink if I knew she could come in and bust me any minute. Now she comes in for who knows what reason. Probably to make sure I don’t choke on my own vomit. I down more of the sweet drink and I feel nauseous. So much for making the pain go away… I want to drink more, but when I tilt the bottle up, I realize it’s empty. Huh? It was full a minute ago? Wasn’t it? Am I really that wasted? I drop the bottle onto my bed. I hear more screams from my mother – I prefer not to call her mom – and pleads from daddy. I try with all my might to get up, but I can’t seem to move. I force myself up after a minute and my stomach lurches. I fold my hand over my mouth and count to ten. The feeling goes away and I walk over to my closet. I search through my underwear drawer – my mother is never home and daddy doesn’t go near anything underwear related so it’s safe there – and find my airplane sized bottles of tequila like a shot. Before I can even think about it, the second one is down as well. I try counting the bottles on the floor and my bed. I can’t even count straight! I finally finish counting after five minutes. I’ve downed a bottle of wine, a wine cooler and two mini bottles of tequila within an hour. I’m going to be sick. Or die. Whichever comes first… My stomach lurches once again and I try to run to the bathroom. It doesn’t go as smoothly as I would’ve hoped. I stumble a couple of times and even fall down once. This doesn’t really help the vomit that’s threatening to come out of me much, but I keep it down till I reach the toilet. I hang my head above the toilet and let it all out. I cry, curse, puke and cry some more. During this episode, Brooke has somehow appeared and is holding my hair up like she always does. I don’t deserve a friend like her. So I tell her.
“I d-don’t d-d-de-serve some-someone like you,” I cry. Brooke goes through the same routine as always. She gets my toothbrush ready and wipes my face with a wet towel.
“You deserve every bit of my Summer,” Brooke assures me. I don’t believe a word of it and I cry as I brush my teeth. Next thing I remember, I open my eyes in my room. I’m in my bed and my pillow is damp. I sit up and grab my head and groan. The mess in my room, the empty bottles and my clothes are cleaned off the floor. I glance down and see I’m in my pajama’s. Brooke… I see a note attached to my mirror and I read it.

Went to get you some coffee. There’s waffles, bagles and Tylenol on your desk. Feel better Summer. Hopefully I’ll be back before you wake up. If not, I’ll be right back.-B-----------
So this was originally going to be the only chapter. Again, not like I hoped it would be... But yeah. This one fit in one time, so there won't be a part two.
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[jlmg2123]

It was like obvious from that chapter where she said to brooke that she needed a drink and then Brooke freaked out

[Shay081793]

I know xD I thought that too... Apparently no one else did...

[babybethdd14]

woo.....

erm...ik this probably sounds weird but how old are Summer and Brooke?!?!

just wondering and how old were then when this happened?

haha

anyways its amazing XD

[Shay081793]

Not weird ;)

I wanted them to be around like, 17. But with Nick being 16 in RL, I made them both 16 too :) So when this was happening, they were 15. And illegal was the point ;)

[yaytotallyfunkykiwiG]

Theres waffles, bagles and Tylenol on your desk.

for some reason thats really funny.

[jonasbaby20]

ohhh. this is sooo sad, :(

ahh. hopefully nick will understand!

[Janaaahaa]

wow, you did an amazing job on this, cause it's not easy to write!

wow really, next freaking one NOW!

[jlmg2123]

lol they need to read between the lines ;)

[kmandze33]

WOOOAAAAAAHHHHHHHH DUUUUUDEEEE!! I SOOOOOOOO DID NOT SEE THAT COMING! xD i dont know why but i am hyper !! and i didnt eat candy! or sugar!! YYYYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYY

K2 BABAY!! WOO!

:O Kevin has a huge butt! x]

[cutierose1234]

yeah I agree with nancy,

I love how descriptive your writing is. You describe her pain so perfectly. I feel really bad for her :(

Brooke IS a wonderful friend. Summer does deserve her...it's all so sad! lol

Off to the next! :D xx

[SeaWorld5544]

OMJ I KNEW IT SHE WAS A DRINKER!!! sorry, it's only 10 and i'm already hyper! what's wrong with me?! lol, anyway, get to the point Brandy!

point is: great chapter! like everyone else has said, your really descriptive and i can't wait for more. i love this story and all the characters in it, especially Preston! too bad he isn't really in it anymore, is he?! lol, i'm done, please post ASAP!

Brandy