To see the first part of this video, go to:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kzuJZWHob-g
Inwinley and JayofLemuria have both asked me whether or not it's in my life's path to become a guru.
Immediately, I wanted to run outside with my camera to film a video saying "Yes!"
I've always felt it's my mission to guide others to enlightenment by expressing feminine energy and Motherly Love.
Yet, my lower ego mind held me back, and thought, "Who am I to call myself a guru?" (Of course, I should start taking my own advice... in another video, 'Spiritual Passive Ego,' I talk about overcoming just this burden...)
Synchronistically, that same day my own beloved guru, Paramahamsa Nithyananda, gave a homework assignment to all of us living in His sangha: He told us all to look within ourselves to discover what it is that we live for. He requested we all write down a personal mission statement, describing the highest possibility of what we want to become, then share it with everyone else as if it is already a reality.
As He said it, I felt a huge wave of total enlightened compassion was flowing from Him to the World. He gave this as homework not just to those f us here in His Indian ashram, but to all those who are following Him- devotees, disciples, satsangees, brahmacharis, viewers... everyone.
A tremendous clarity, resolve and love for self awakens in us the moment we feel we are fully entitled to be what we wish to be most.
Existence always support sus when we overcome our lower ego minds, and rise into the fullness of our higher aspirations.
By sharing this video, I hope to not only 'declare my mission,' to you, but also, inspire you to declare your missions to yourselves, and everyone else around you.
Let's create a world of Love, Light and total spiritual support!
With infinite Love and Gratitude to All, to my beloved viewers, subscribers, 'likers,' commenters, friends and clients; and in total Love, Gratitude and Devotion for Paramahamsa Nithyanandaji, I am replying to Inwinley and JayofLemuria with a whole-hearted 'Yes!'
Just remember one thing: no spiritual teacher comes 'alone;' rather, all those who remove darkness and bring in the light are doing so as a direct result of the teachings, practices and blessings of their own spiritual gurus. When a teacher is working on a mission after the physical passage of his or her own teacher, a student can work with him or her exclusively. But, my Gurudeva Nithyananda is still here, and as much available to you as He is to me! I am still growing, still learning, and still evolving under His divine guidance.
Since Nithyanandaji is alive, in body, and here to share enlightenment with this entire world, I implore all who are feeling me as a teacher to open your hearts, minds and beings to Him, also. Welcome Nithyananda into your life, and allow Him to lead you to the Ultimate. See His videos. Attend His satsangs. Attend His powerful 21 day transformational retreat, Inner Awakening.
By following me, you will feel the motherly love I express; but by following Nithyananda, you will truly feel that We Are One!
My love and blessings to All,
Sudevi
Interestingly, he's reawakened a deep love I have for Krishna, which I was not expecting. But the deep respect he feels when referencing Krishna in Bhagavad Gita discourses remind me of what I myself felt but later suppressed due to experiences I mentioned to you and my own thinking in a "one right and true way" mentality that I'm working past finally. All this just from some youtube videos! I cannot wait to meet him in person by your grace! Thank you so much, my respects and love to you!!
jardarson 3 weeks ago
@jardarson To hear Paramahamsa Nithyananda speak on Bhagavad Gita is to experience something beyond transformational; I'm really not surprised to hear that He has reawakened your love for Krishna. Don't worry about what's right or wrong, just follow the Love. Mind can confuse you, but the love connection a Master awakens can always be trusted.
MaNithyaSudevi 2 weeks ago
I hope to learn from your continual example! I've also been watching many hours of Nithyananda discourses from youtube lately and you were right - I feel doubts melting away as the heart opens more. Occasionally I'll guess he's going to tell a story I heard in another discourse from a a different time and different subject, and then it comes and I feel happy to have familiarity. I feel comfort in hearing him tell stories of his younger days, he shares very personally just as you do. :)
jardarson 3 weeks ago
@jardarson Isn't He a beautiful and amazing speaker... I get lost every time I listen to Him.
MaNithyaSudevi 2 weeks ago
I love the open expression about halfway through this...truly you are a great embodiment of love. For me this is one of the primary reasons I think of you as a guru - this is what I have always struggled to develop myself. I have become very conscious and unattached...fears are no longer an issue. Yet while I feel love for everything, it is very hard for me to express and often I let ego just do foolish things instead of allowing the heart energy to shine through.
jardarson 3 weeks ago
@jardarson You'll be able to do it. Whenever you feel that you're holding back on an expression of deep love, bring awareness. Soon, you'll become so sick of constantly being aware of what's being held back, that you'll just let it explode from you. Actually, whenever we let our Love express like that, it creates a ripple effect in the people around us; this is one powerful way to elevate humanity. Love!!! <3
MaNithyaSudevi 2 weeks ago