Personal Update & Happy Holidays

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Well... My holiday season sucks! How has yours been? In this video I vent about Family drama, a hit and run on my car and Christmas plans.

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[efid6]

I got out of the hospital December 14. It made the holidays even harder than they usually are. My family hasn't helped. They say things that make it seem like I should be guilty for getting the help I need. I wish I could say things are better now, but they aren't. Cutting and depression have consumed me like they never have before...

Elizabeth

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[Arkitecteral]

I didn't get a lot of presents for Christmas because I didn't ask for anything, which was fine with me. BUT the day AFTER we opened presents I remembered that I needed an external hard drive to store my documents and files since I need it while I'm in college. I ended up getting it and paying for it myself. So pissed at myself. >.<

[anonyuser459]

My family does not know about my problems the only ones who know are my mom and sister and they have no idea what extent they go to. All everyone in my extended family knows is that I am no working and I have been living off the savings I had when I was living at home and working. They don't know that I was forced out of school for missing too much school due to my illness and that I eventually had to drop out of distance they just assume I am lazy and keep pressuring me and I can't stand it.

[XANAX2MGS]

hello you have too make a new years video hun....i wanna see you ....& see what your up too on new yrs eve !!this is your buddy steven ...im still on my xanax i got 2mgs of xanax ..i have the blues too from the past 1mgs footballs ..they help ok i know alot about how you can get what insurance you deserve ..come and talk ytoo me even if you inbox me on fb thats fine ..just tell me what you want too ...your kooll..and have a happy new years

[thesoothingsurf]

I hope that all made sense-my organized thinking sux tonight.

Anyway I hope you're doing better... :- /

[thesoothingsurf]

Wow....you're dealing with a lot. *hugs*

Had a kinda similar fallout (the uncle one) years ago in my teens, days after my mother died, and to this day it still affects my trust.

On a more positive note, I'm having a hard time today, urge-y and stuff, and expected to be in the hospital by now but I still haven't cut, and am watching your vids and one of the comments here reminded me to check out meetup.com as my T has suggested a few times but I keep forgetting.

[herfall]

I hope things have turned around by now :)

[XANAX2MGS]

good morning xsullengirlx ! thought id say gm too see how your doing....i got my medicine a few days ago myself ...anti-anxiety benzodiazepines meds ...yeah they help ok the dizziness ...during a panic attack ....they have what the doctor said was a seritonin reuptake drugs would have too try that first ....but the zoloft & prozac & paxil didnt work it takes 4 too 6 weeks too start working if it was going too work ...but a benzodiazepines works right away !!..weite me sometime

[maryburk07]

so yer me again :D just hope my little vent has made you feel better anyway Im at home nearly emotionally ate my body weight in biccys (Lol or cookies as you call them in the u.s) Im pretty lonely too but I feel ok that I have my mum and chuwowier haha ooo congrats on your engagement, I think your brave and strong for admitting you need help and getting it u inspired me cos its the best thing I did even tho I lost people over it I now see a therpist im getting back on my feet again thank u x

[maryburk07]

I mean its there problem for being not understanding had to short hand cos the youtube will only let you type so much but yes I have dyslexia dyspraxia and dyscalcular I have anxiety and depression I take prozac for that which works for me (but makes my short term memory worse) some of my challenges cos my life has been challenging and I have been bulied virtually all my life Im like a single briget jones charecter age 26 single and training to be a beauty therpist Lol (I LOL at myself alot)