Lora "TRIES" to explain how Chad Kroeger & his 'Posse" FKD with her & made her cry (Part 1)

***Besides telling me that I should commit SUICIDE, anonymouswb wrote to & about me that Kristin Adams is twice the woman I'll ever be, & that Chad Kroeger would think that I was the bathroom attendant. Why don't you people check out my old website www.aliciaarolsworld.com & decide for yourselves as to whether or not I was as DELUSIONAL as most people out in cyberspace LOVE to believe that I was in regards to this whole Chad Kroeger/Nickelback MESS I wish with all my mind, heart, & SOUL had never happened? You can listen to me sing 18 of my original songs that are from many years ago (since NONE of my recent songs are out on my website). The same goes with the 113 of my original poems that you can hear me recite. You can also (if you feel so inclined) read a heartbreaking essay I wrote during my Senior year at FSU. My essay (that I wrote for one of my writing classes) describes in BRUTALLY HONEST DETAIL what it was like for me to watch the mother I LOVED repeatedly "Go Crazy" right before my eyes when I was just a kid. If you decide to look at the 71 pictures of me that are out on my website, then please realize that those pictures are from 2001, & I weigh about 40 pounds more now (nearly 10 years later)...

I can't ever win. I created this video with my digital camera during the day when nobody was home, & the video still fking came out dark! I can't ever win! I'm minding my own GD business & CELEBRITY FKS up & decide to get their kicks at my expense. I KNOW that Chad Kroeger & his gang know who I am, but what I'm not worth enough in their eyes to know is WHY? Why did Nickelback start any of this with me only so I could find out over 1 year later that Chad had a girlfriend nearly the entire time I was naively sending letters to him & believing that when he felt ready to do so he would come for me & save me from my MISERABLE existence? What gave these "Rock Stars" the right to "Play God" with my life, & ultimately leave me looking like nothing but a JOKE-Nothing but a delusional, STALKER in the eyes of first my friends & family & now the world when I"M TELLING THE TRUTH? Chad kroeger & his band are fking SICK to have done this to me-SICK!!!!!!

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[ALICIACREATURE]

I'm becoming sadder by the day (even by the hour)... You should have known better, Lora-then to think this "Rock Star" WANTED you when he could have anybody. Of course he didn't want you. You were a FOOL to have ever believed otherwise... No, actually (whispers Lora who just wants the PAIN to end for good for her) I was a FOOL to have ever, ever, ever, believed that this UNIVERSE (that has caused me to feel little but endless PAIN) was gonna give me something good... That's what made L a FOOL

[carriecarllo]

May I suggest that you seek professional help ... grief counseling to help you get over this and move on with your life?!?!