Cashis - Serenade My Life (WIth Lyrics)

Cashis - Serenade My Life
Lyrics:

Intro:
Yea, uh, Shady!
Its Cashis
serenade my life
Shady!

Verse 1:
Focusing on opening
emotions that I hold within
surrounded by my inner demons
thinking I should roll with them
I don't wanna go to hell
I don't wanna go to jail
but I wanna kill a man
maybe i should kill myself
I've been sittin, contemplating
suicidal situations
now I'm placed in that position
to abide the whole nation
and I'm spottin niggas hating
I'm just watchin, being patient
praying for my own existence
some say I'm a mental patient
drugs is taking over me
sorrow is controlling me
follow my blind heart
tomorrow run the coldest streets
I've cryin for a week
will is weak, can i speak
without somebody judging me
pushin me and shovin me
mama if u love me
u will really let me go
but i live for a cause
that i don't really know
am I wrong if i cry
but i cant cause in time
for the truth in my life
i will be crucified

Chorus:
I'm sittin back patient(patient)
I'm ready and waitin(waitin)
for my homicide
serenade my life
and I cant escape it(scape it)
I'm ready and waitin(waitin)
for my homicide
serenade my life
X2

Verse 2:
Conversating with my brothers spirit
I hear him saying
strangers in the dark, lurking,
you jus gotta feel 'em waiting
I aint eating, I aint sleeping
close the door and
I aint breathing
death is running over me
my conscious keeps on showing me
ever since my early teens,
knew this was my destiny
world gotta feel my pain,
I'm no longer questioning
when, where or how I will,
happen for when I get killed
never take my voice away
through record sales how i live
view me as the realest nigga
poppin pills, drinkin liquor
sucked into the pressure
makes me turn to my aggression
got a lot a homies dead
buried all in my head
cry inside every time
I ever stop to read my hands
how could I fear a man?
I've never been near a man
all yall are fraudulent
u don't like it kill me then
how could i fear a man?
I've never been near a man
all yall are fraudulent
u don't like it, kill me then

Chorus:
I'm sittin back patient(patient)
I'm ready and waitin(waitin)
for my homicide
serenade my life
and I cant escape it(scape it)
I'm ready and waitin(waitin)
for my homicide
serenade my life
X2

Verse 3:
Sunk into a sea of self--misery
being dealt
my only fear is lyrically
me not being felt
much harder, much smarter
more true, Fuck you!
no matter what the conversation
this is what it comes to
imagine staring at your friend
feeling they don't love you
u ride till the end but
they feel they above you
I got a chosen few
name my homies in the song
defy all odds
more for me when I'm gone
I try to be a better man
baby if you understand
my love for you is true
but I aint really love myself
see nobody wanna help
better off to end this way
talking to my only friends
Weed, G's, Hennessy
came from a broken home
smoke till the dope is gone
listen to the words homie
this aint really just a song
came from a broken home
smoke till the dope is gone
listen to the words homie
this aint really just a song

Chorus:
I'm sittin back patient(patient)
I'm ready and waitin(waitin)
for my homicide
serenade my life
and I cant escape it(scape it)
I'm ready and waitin(waitin)
for my homicide
serenade my life
X2

Outro:
Serenade my life
Shady Records on Cashis
this is real shit
serenade my life
I aint scarred, I aint runnin
I'm waitin, come get me nigga
live as a man, die as a man

Category:

Music

Tags:

• Cashis
• Serenade
• My
• Life
• with
• lryics
• shady
• bogish
• boy
• hip hop
• rap
• music

[TheFearist]

motherfu*k god damn good song

[chronic4twen]

Serenade my life with thoughts of suicide