What it's like 4 a cutter at the hospital

Describing my first hospital stay so people can get an idea of what it could be like for them if they were to go.

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• suicide
• Idranktheseawater
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[MultiKatie1996]

I cut myself and i want to die. I'm thinking about suicide and dying every day sometimes I'm planning when and how i will kill myself. am i suicidal?.

[idranktheseawater]

@MultiKatie1996

I would say that you are.

Do you have a help line that you can call?

[kojinmalia]

If you're from Quebec, french is your native language, right?

[idranktheseawater]

@kojinmalia

Both languages are native to me

[bubbles1x]

Does it cost for treatment at a hospital? If so, how much? I need to do it. But I wanna do it over the summer and I don't want anyone to know...

[idranktheseawater]

@bubbles1x

It depends on where you are

Where i am in Canada, its free

[idranktheseawater]

@SuperZombiesAreGone

Wow. You're a genius.

Why didnt I think of that.

[CrimesonWitcher]

@TheFundRaiserBeats I think about suicide everyday so don't think just having shit means anything. If material things keep you happy then good for you but some of us need something else to keep us going. People who cut them selves do it as a way of dealing with emotional pain so know your shit before you insult people you prick.

[HybOj]

@idranktheseawater Ok :) no, I havent seen a doctor, I will setup an appointment with some pro who can advise me possibly. But I still believe It will be best for me, to sort that up myself. And I believe its in my power to do so, hopefuly. Thanks for a reply, I will delete my 1st post because some ppl who I know in RL could see it and realise its from me (they know my nick), and I dont want that. Peace. hope you doing well :)

[juliano66]

@godlovesallah My, what a friendly little thing you are! What else do you do for fun besides kicking people when they're down? If there's anything that's a 'drag' on society it's heartless ignorance passing itself off as practical realism. If you really knew what it was like to feel like there was no way out, you'd think twice before spouting off in such a hateful way.

[idranktheseawater]

@HybOj

I dont know

Have you seen a doctor? They would better be able to diagnose.

Ive never experienced anything like that.

[HybOj]

Im very upset when I talk to my fam members, I expect myself to die and dont see myself living for too many years (29now). Sometimes I feel Im separated and nobody is able to get to me, because Im in my head. So one can stand 10 cm from, even hug me and he still cant reachme, so I sometimes have realizations Im the only one on the world. Sometimes I say to myself: "im fucked up" and such things, I thaught about methods of suicide so I dont hurt the ppl who will miss me, but I dont wanna do it.

[DMTisTheKey1]

I went threw a stage of severe depression also, I found that the best thing for depression is marajuana. It gives you a better outlook on life

[MultiKatie1996]

@idranktheseawater well. em. my mom found me a therapist. its just. my mood changing so fast. its like two me. one is a good one that trying to end all that bad stuff that is happening in my head. Another one doesn't want to get better and thinking differently. I'm even scared of mysel. How people say "monsters is not under your bed or your closet anymore, they in your head." Creepy stuff.

[godlovesallah]

@bubbles1x your fucked in the head. you want to put yourself in hospital? fucking drag on society you lot are. why go to hospital why not finish the job?