► that's what i'm afraid of

Wanna know a secret of mine? Honestly at times I feel like I'm not "good enough". I've been going through a lot personally at the moment. I'm having issues artistically. I don't know if I got into my Tafe course, for photoimaging cert 4. And I'm freaking out. Because I don't wanna wait ANOTHER year just to apply for it if I don't end up making it in this year. And a lot of my friends have been coming to ME with their issues. I'm trying to be a good friend to them, and yet sometimes it feels like I get pushed away. I also miss school a lot, I've missed all of my school friends and it's weird starting a new life without them being there every day, and every step of the way. We have to find other time to hang out. I've been through this once before, and it hurt me back then. This time around I do have friends,last time I only had my sister and 2 work friends. The one person in my life that has always been there for me has been my wonderful sister, because without her I wouldn't be able to cope. She has been very supportive of me lately. Thanks.

UPDATE: I didn't get "first" picked in the Tafe course. I might still have a chance of getting in. But at the moment I couldn't care less. I'm just over it. If you don't like my photographs, well fuck you then because I know for a fact that I am talented. And nothing can ever change that. I will do whatever I want whether I get into this stupid course or not. I make my own damn rules lol. You can check some of my photographs down below.... that my sister fixed up for me coz there was too much damn sun in America.

http://travelswithpancakes.tumblr.com/

Brooke: That's what I'm afraid of, not being enough. Not good enough. Not smart enough. Not pretty enough.
Brooke: I understand what we could do.
Brooke: I also understand what's fair, what's right.
Brooke: Do I want you to accept this? And to support it? And to be proud of me for it.
Brooke: How about I like you a lot.
Julian: Or you could love me but you are just too stubborn and scared to admit it because the last time you really gave your heart to someone it got broken.
Brooke: I was worried I wouldn't be enough for you.
Brooke: Do you ever think things were simpler then?
Brooke: What is going to make you happy Peyton? Is it how you look? Or the car you drive? Or the people you know?
Haley: Are you okay?
Brooke: Yeah. This year has been the hardest of my life, and you know who is always here for me no matter what?
Haley: Me?
Haley: We've been through so much together over the years, and our friendship is still growing. And I feel so lucky to be apart of that.

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[anyotherwayful]

this is amazing & wonderful

[xflammiepierce]

this is simply beautiful! I love it <3 what's the song? :)

[NightlyEvilTM]

This is very beautiful, sweetie! But you have to know something - you are more than good enough, you are amazing! love you!

[BrookeDavisAngel]

wawwww! that was beautifull! x

[sparkfadingspark]

ARRRGH fuuuuuck you totally made me cry a little. I know everything has been really tough for you with this course bullshit but I'll always be here. <33 You have so much talent in you and even though they may not see it now, you'll show them one day by continuing to be who you are. I'm very proud of you. Never forget that you are loved.

[hunnibunni7000]

so beautiful.

we can all learn a little something from B.Davis.

And, your honesty is inspiring hun. All the best with everything. <3