MY DEPRESSION

I got out of the hospital today about an hour ago actually ..... im tired of hurting , i just want it to go away ... im not suicidal anymore just need to get this out

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[miss2unique4u]

we share some of the same experiences. I sit imagining the pain and hurt. But the truth is we need more people like to share what some will never be able to discuss until its our funeral. PLEASE continue to reach out and share your story. U can never forget but CAN and WILL get through. Your natural beauty alone is wonderful......nevermind the inspiration in your voice. LIVE for US (the unspoken) and your children....the world. NEVER give up

[ladysoal1]

@miss2unique4u i love you ♥

[MzGemiFly]

iloVe Yu SoOoO MuCh FoR diS BoO!!! iWaS MoleStd As A lil GuRl...eVeRYdAY iWaNNa die. EVeRYdAY iQueStioN My WoRtH. BUt liKe Yu...iFoUNd YoUtUbe. TO SoMe it MaY SoUND SillY & SiMPle...bUt iN diS PlACe iVe FoUND FolKs liKe Yu tO HelP Me thRu.....BeiN Me. I loVe Yu lAdY. *XoX*

[ladysoal1]

@MzGemiFly thanx for the love and support gemi , you are god's grace ♥

[ChicaWolverina]

But how can you know, remember that from those ages?

[ladysoal1]

@ChicaWolverina it was in my file when i got adopted , plus i have flash backs where i can feel the actual rape . THATS HOW I KNOW

[msfantasy2013]

If you need prayer, honey inbox me your number and I will pray with you and we can tell Satan together that he has no power over your life and that we rebuke him in God's holy name!! Be bless my sister in Christ and May God keep his hedges of protection around you. Sweetie also remember to read Psalm 91 every morning, noon, and night... Its a prayer of protection

[XXabercrombiedivaXX]

Wow, that was really powerful yet sad at the same time. Though you have been through terrible things in your life, remember, you've got a child who depends on you, so you have to pull through for him. No one will love him as you do.. I know your hurting hun, but know that there are people out there who care. Please take care. Hugs x

[Neshaa2011]

Look I know we haven't talked in awhile but you look really bad in this video (no offense). Are you ok? I know the pain you feel. Trust me I know and I'm not just saying it! I will be praying for you.

[mishiellie77]

I thank you for putting this video up and for telling us this part of you. You're so right about how people don't talk about sexual abuse- how can we show naked woman on tv everyday, but not teach people to stop rape or teach others about how damaging sexual assault is? It doesn't make sense. Your video is a step towards helping end this culture in America, one that jokes about rape and even teaches others to. You are a strong and beautiful woman. You shine so bright and are an inspiration.

[poppysfit]

@poppysfit the pain if it means being able to move forward and leave that part of your life behind. (I spent a week getting on my knees, crying, screaming, questioning and cursing God before I was finally able to get still enough in my mind to release the past and let go of my hurt. Not a pretty picture :>) but worth it... Good luck to you and God bless...

[poppysfit]

@poppysfit 3. "If you bring forth what is within you, what you bring forth will save you.

If you do not bring forth what is within you, what you do not bring forth will destroy you." Jesus Christ

Whether you are religious or not, you have to admit Jesus knew something about how to deal with life on a spiritual level. I think his words meant even if the something you are bringing forth is a negative memory or part of your life, you have to "bring it forth" and deal with it. It is worth

[poppysfit]

1. You have no reason to feel shame. You are not the one who did something shameful. the person who took advantage of an innocent child (innocent child =you) is the one who carries the shame.

2. Embrace the hurt. Feel it. Accept it. And, in the words of my Grandmother, "Now, baby...build a bridge...and get over it." Go ahead and feel the pain, holler at God...cry...but realize, there is nothing in your past that can touch you or harm you because it is in the past...OVER...DONE...

[blahblahblahman]

You're beautiful and you inspire me. You remind me of an aunt of mine that recently passed. Your spirit is free, you're a butterfly. I was molested as a child and I just try not to ever think about it. I guess suppressing it has not helped in my life as far as intimate relationships go thus far, but I feel as if I've been dealing OK. Maybe you're right that we should "talk about it" more but over the years I have created a habit of suppressing it way down just to go on with my life day to day.