quick update - slipping

I just feel like I've sort of lost my drive to recover. not that I "want" to relapse or I even am... it's hard to explain.

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[Searrha]

Well of course we want a video on whats really going on.

[paledreams]

@Searrha ha. yeahhh I kind of assumed. I mean I guess one wouldn't watch/comment on my videos if they didn't care?

[Jalynn99]

hey you should make a video of how you really are if you feel up to it, but i get not feeling like wanting to do that too! hope you are alright though, it seems like you have and had, alot going on!

[Nedspodos]

@paledreams Sex appeal certainly brought me here.

[courage4thefuture4]

I'm here for you if you need to talk about all or need any support. I am really in the same place in that I don't want to relapse, but certain behaviors are creeping up and i find it hard to fight them. Love you and i'm always here. xoxo

[DyingtobeThin56]

Also if you upload a video about ur struggles we can better support u with tips, advice and quotes and other useful things. If you don't tell us how ur struggling it's harder for us to help. Just cuz ur not doing well and don't want to make a video doesn't mean ur a broken record it just shows how hard recovery is. Still u r amazing and very brave for doing recovery

[etrox318]

Good to hear from you! I hope all of the stress doesn't get to you too much!! <3

[AnaGirlEmpath]

@paledreams:

I am adding my voice to previous comments: please do share what is going on! There is always value for others in sharing one's particular circumstances. ;)

[singinchick]

please make another video, I miss you.

[gofigure1221]

Sweet girl- I'm so sorry you have been having a rough go lately. I would really like to know what's going on- but I also know how hard it is to be vulnerable and to put yourself out there. Know that I am thinking of you and praying for you- keep us all posted -3

[RonnieInOC]

Why else would we watch? Of course we would like to know what's going on. It seems like you were holding something back the last few videos.

[JustSophiaL]

i think it would be good to go into whats really and truly going on. Then you can just get everything off your chest, the good and the bad. When you make videos what do u get out of it? is it theraputic to sort of vent and stuff?