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That rest of the day was amazing. I wrote all of it in my journal which I somehow had with me. I never leave without it, I must of snuck it into my purse. This is what the last journal entry said
Dear Journal, January 2, 2010
Wow, I cant even begin to describe this past year. Its been CRAZY. Not only have I had a wonderful time but I have had the worst time. Not only did I loose a lot of friends but I also was hurt so much by nick. Nick decided he wanted to change today and he made an effort. But honestly I trust him I really do but I am still afraid. I dont know I am in the car right now its about 8pm and everyone is just so quiet its freaky. Well we just pulled up to my house see ya. Love Always, Ashley
JOES POV
"that was her last entry" I said to Ashleys mother.
"HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN. HOW COULD SHE BE DEAD and HOW COULD HE BE DEAD" thats right you heard correctly Ashley is dead. Not to mention Nick too. I stood there crying as I looked at her journal. Kevin was trying to comfort my mom and her mom. He brought them downstairs and came back up to help me look for evidence
"Kev look at this it was on top of Ashley" I picked up the note that was on top of her naked body it was a note. I handed it to Kevin and he opened it and read it aloud.
"Dear anybody who cares. I am going to die right now. I was told that if I told anyone about nick hurting me he would kill me. Well its true he is. He told me I have 30 minutes to live. So I wrote this quick note. He gave me a piece of paper in which I put with this as to what he was going to do to me. I dont know what is wrong with him if there is anything you can do once I am gone is help him. Help him change. He said he wanted to, well try and help. Its all I am asking for. I love you mom, maddie, dad, Mr. and Mrs. Jonas, Frankie, and especially Joe and Kevin. And to you nick if you ever read this, I love you with all that is in me and I hope you go far with all your goals and dreams and remember I was always the one in the crowd. Love, Ashley Marie Hollard September 14th, 1992 to January 2nd, 2010
P.S. The one thing that is stopping you from reaching any expectation is you; do something to change it, and remember live, love and breathe that goal- me"
"Oh my god, Kevin, Nick killed her." This cant be happening. I broke down crying me and Kevin just fell to the ground and held onto each other. "Nick must of killed himself after he killed Ashley, Kevin what did he do to her"
"here you read it" he handed me the next piece of paper, it was a letter from nick.
"Dear Ashley, January 2, 2010
I am writing this in the car on our way back to your house. See I want to change and I want us to be together forever but I found out that your friends knew about our little secret. What did I say to you. You dont listen so I will kill you. Here is a list in order of what I will do to you. This is what happens when you dont listen to me. The one thing I can say is; I am sorry; sorry for changing. I love you. You have 30 minutes from when I give this to you left.
- rape you
- tie you to something and slit from your forehead down to where I can stop
- then I will kiss you before you bleed to death
- I will say I love you and cry because of how dumb I know I am being
- then I will wish I never did this to you and try to bring you back
- when I realize I cant bring you back I will kill myself right next to you so we are laying together.
- the knife will be in my hand so if there is any chance of me surviving I will be arrested
- if I survive I will tell the court I want to be hung.
So there is what I will do to you. I honestly want to stop writing this and throw it out the window but the rage in me wont leave. Every time I try and get this rage out of me I am torturing myself so I am going to end it now. I always wanted to marry you and in my world we were. So as it says till death do us part. Well death has done us part my love. Goodbye Ashley Marie JONAS and I will see you in a better place where my mind doesnt control my actions.
Love always and always Nicholas Jerry Jonas September 16th, 1992 to January 2nd, 2010
P.S. I want someone to love me for WHO I AM, I want someone to need me is that so bad.-nick jonas; who I am from my album that is supposed to come out in February. But baby that was you all along. You were me I was you we were inseparable." we both sat there crying. The police came and took the bodies of our loved ones. It was the worst night of my life.
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Josh Groban And Aretha Frankin Mandela Day 2009 - You Raise Me Upby lovemyangellexxa24,238 views
omg thats so sad
notanothrwannabe 2 years ago
AHHHHH!!!!!!!!! ashley how could u kill yourself?!?! plz plz plz make more!
lrx001 2 years ago
i wnt more
NikkiOMG1 2 years ago
AWESOME!!
NikkiOMG1 2 years ago
o.0 WOAH!! HOLY CRAP!!!!!
DIDN´T EXPECT THAT!!!! SO AWESOME AND SOOOO DAMN SAD!!! :(
AMAZING!!
lalaluluda 2 years ago